i love nature, i enjoy being in it and feeling God in all the living energies
However when I go outside, something feels off, like iām not supposed to be here. I look around at all these beings, and all these buildings & tech, and it feels so wrong. Itās not until I truly woke+

up and realized Earth is a planet thatās been hijacked, and I had already known this. Earthās natural frequency is supposed to be much higher, but sheās been pulled down and trapped, humanity included. My being isnāt used to this density, the more I tapped into my own energetic +
signature & blueprint, the more I felt uneasy about the world around me. Iām homesick, and itās hard because I donāt have access to my origins at this time. However, I do know this is my biggest lesson to overcome, feeling safe in my vessel despite being on a fallen planet.
I came here to fight in this war on consciousness, as I have im many lifetimes, and Iām learning to accept that this is my home now. No matter how disgusted I feel about what goes on, I continue to dive deeper, as is Godās will.
We didnāt just come here to live and experience an earthly existence and ascend out, we literally canāt exit the reincarnation cycle until we have reached a certain level of healing, itās been designed like that, itās a loop. No, we came here to fucking fight, +
we all have roles and all eyes are on Earth. Wake the fuck up and stop letting these paradigms keep you stuck in self serving cycles, this isnāt what we came to do.