(VENT THREAD) (1/6)
I used to be this person that would get tons of stuff done, make a bunch of YouTube videos, program stuff, and have good friends I did stuff with.
Now I sit around all day browsing the web, sometimes playing games, getting nothing done.

(2/6) As of tweeting I'm 20, which scares me. I'm not ready to be an adult, I'm still technically jobless (due to COVID) and living with parents, broke as hell, and it sucks. What happened to the old me? I still make a tiny bit of money on my furry side but it fucking sucks.

(3/6) Ever since I left education it feels like my brain has just been slowly shrinking and I'm becoming more braindead than ever. I wanna have actual conversations with people other than pointless small-talk that gets nothing done. I feel like I'm lacking so many social skills.

(4/6) I wanna do fun stuff with my local friends again like I used to instead of just being some sort of human fleshlight who doesn't even enjoy anything in life anymore. Being a furry isn't exactly a bad part of my life, but it certainly hasn't helped much either.

(5/6) So this thread is why I think I've been so inactive/less productive on the internet compared to how I used to be a few years ago. I don't even feel like taking breaks helps me because it just lets me fall back into this endless cycle of getting nothing done and delaying.

(6/6) The harassment and trolls "exposing" me just makes me feel even more unwanted on the internet. If I back away from all my problems I'd have nothing left.
I'll be retweeting this thread on my furry Twitter, and I'll try to force myself to be more productive.

As an added note: Sorry to everyone who looked up to me and thought I was this perfect person on the internet.
Nobody is, we all have our own problems.