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(VENT THREAD) (1/6)
I used to be this person that would get tons of stuff done, make a bunch of YouTube videos, program stuff, and have good friends I did stuff with.
Now I sit around all day browsing the web, sometimes playing games, getting nothing done.
I used to be this person that would get tons of stuff done, make a bunch of YouTube videos, program stuff, and have good friends I did stuff with.
Now I sit around all day browsing the web, sometimes playing games, getting nothing done.
(2/6) As of tweeting I& #39;m 20, which scares me. I& #39;m not ready to be an adult, I& #39;m still technically jobless (due to COVID) and living with parents, broke as hell, and it sucks. What happened to the old me? I still make a tiny bit of money on my furry side but it fucking sucks.
(3/6) Ever since I left education it feels like my brain has just been slowly shrinking and I& #39;m becoming more braindead than ever. I wanna have actual conversations with people other than pointless small-talk that gets nothing done. I feel like I& #39;m lacking so many social skills.
(4/6) I wanna do fun stuff with my local friends again like I used to instead of just being some sort of human fleshlight who doesn& #39;t even enjoy anything in life anymore. Being a furry isn& #39;t exactly a bad part of my life, but it certainly hasn& #39;t helped much either.
(5/6) So this thread is why I think I& #39;ve been so inactive/less productive on the internet compared to how I used to be a few years ago. I don& #39;t even feel like taking breaks helps me because it just lets me fall back into this endless cycle of getting nothing done and delaying.
(6/6) The harassment and trolls "exposing" me just makes me feel even more unwanted on the internet. If I back away from all my problems I& #39;d have nothing left.
I& #39;ll be retweeting this thread on my furry Twitter, and I& #39;ll try to force myself to be more productive.
I& #39;ll be retweeting this thread on my furry Twitter, and I& #39;ll try to force myself to be more productive.
As an added note: Sorry to everyone who looked up to me and thought I was this perfect person on the internet.
Nobody is, we all have our own problems.
Nobody is, we all have our own problems.
