Damn this week has been me going back and forth between “i might be a trans man fr... its slowly coming together” and “nO... i cant.. well shouldnt be a trans man, right?? thatd make me hetero lol”

gender crisis atm

I thought i had it sorted out but these past few weeks been like “ayo, ftm..?” and then two hours later “well but likeee-“

not that i hadnt thought about the possibility but its been wayy more prevalent this week

i even wrote 3 pages whole-ass on how i was feeling the other day and what it says to be me is that i might be ftm

but im hesitant on what to do about it. prolly going to need to explore it more and what i feel i best identify with in actuality.
Gender is so confusing. :(

Shit i mean whole ass pages kdjejzzj. Nice one

anyway ill add on to this thread later. i just wanna put my thoughts down somewhere