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So...over the years, I& #39;ve been growing a lot of self doubt in my talent as not just an artist, but as a graphic designer. It& #39;s not because I& #39;m never motivated to try something new or go back and fix anything. But rather, it& #39;s my doubt that no one seems to want to give me a chance
A little over a week ago, I got an email back from a company whom I will keep anonymous for this thread concerning an application for a graphic design internship. Keep in mind for context that I have graduated with a BA in Arts a little under a year ago
Unfortunately, the company had come back rejecting my application for the internship. The reason? They were looking for better qualifying candidates. You tell me that someone with 4 years experience does not qualify for a position such as this.
There were more like this, but this was the more recent one. As such, I& #39;ve only been getting by with a basic job and a constant struggle to afford my own place. All the while, not a single art opportunity has been found or offered to me, and it& #39;s been hurting my self-esteem
It honestly makes me feel like the four years I& #39;ve spent in college, working with various design software and earning my bachelors, meant nothing so far. Like I& #39;m just so insignificant compared to the more popular and experienced artists out there.
That& #39;s part of the reason why I want to become a freelancer. Because to me, it feels like the one position where my degree actually matters, and that people can actually see what I& #39;m capable of doing. But, with hardly anyone giving me a chance, it& #39;s taken a toll on my self-esteem
Really, the only thing keeping me trying is the support I get from friends and family. Even still, it really hasn& #39;t benefited yet until I find someone that& #39;s willing to give me, a young graphic designer, a chance to apply myself out in the world.
Sorry if this whole thread was extremely long, but this was something that& #39;s been bothering me for a while, and I honestly felt like getting it out there.
