It’s weird because like, I’m a bad student, not good at all, but I still pass all of my classes, and not like just pass but I excel, which is weird because I never have any motivation to do anything and I always feel like I’m scrambling and falling behind?? (1/4)

But I’m not falling behind, last year I was top of my class in science but I felt like I did very badly? I have had multiple teachers tell me to my face that I am not a good student, one of them saying that he wish he could fail me because I was always off task, but that (2/4)

He had to because I did well in the class. And idk I just think that’s really weird, I always feel like I’m behind everyone, so what does everyone else feel like? Do they feel super behind? Or do I just imagine myself to be behind? I don’t know what the point of this thread (3/4)

Is but I just like wanted to talk I guess. (This is going to sound very braggy so sorry about that) I do well, I excel even, I’m on the highest honour roll, but I just feel inadequate, I feel like everyone around me is doing better and that they’re smarter, and I don’t know why.