falling in love was the worst thing ever , cause now I haven't felt the same for anyone in over 2 years , never came across someone who just made me feel like this is what it's supposed to be, now it's just a feeling I knew exists somewhere but can't have it

and the one whom I gave my everything to can't even give a single fuck, all they wanna do is come back at random moments of my life and make me all strangled up again , like rubbing on my face that I was never important enough that they could have a trouble moving on

but apparently they are still that important to me

just fucking around to fill a void doesn't seem like an ideal thing to do