BTS made a lot of changes in my life and I thought I should put em on record for me to look back on how much better I became after I fangirl-ed over them. 


My closest friends know how much i hated being in the kitchen. I don't like cooking cos it requires so much effort and preparation. But after learning that Yoongi and Seokjin can cook, i thought I should too, not because i should imitate them but because it's a basic life skill
God knows how lazy I am, especially when something requires so much effort. But then I started learning 한국어(mainly because I'm too lazy to read subtitles and watch them at the same time) but also because I realized how much it would be an advantage for me to be multilingual
I've had several attempts in learning diff languages in the past but none of them worked since I was young & a dumbass and is unable to realize the value of knowing any language other than english. I studied Mandarin for a year, and french for 3 years lol i remember nothing
Okay another thing is I AM A FREAKING MESSY GIRL. I don't organize my shit kase wala naman ibang makakakita. And as long as i remember where my things are, it's enough
but then I discovered that Hobi is someone who can't tolerate mess. And if someone who's world class like him

Isso neat & organized af, I should be too. At first it was bc i want to be like him, but now it is more of it's refreshing to have things in order and life is just different when you have your things in place. Feeling ko maayos din buhay ko ahahaha
Also, dahil nga tamad akong tao, i seldom do house chores. I liked doing chores..... Anything BUT DISHWASHING. but then I found out that even THE KIM TAEHYUNG is the staple dishwasher everywhere they go (siya din ang dakilang tagahugas sa bahay nila) i thought, sino ba naman ako?
And from then on, ako na din ang staple dishwasher sa bahay.. Aliw naman hahahahaha
One of the best things I think i picked up from BTS is to be idk.. Fearless?. I've been thinking of getting my ears pierced for a veeeeery long time but wasn't able to do so because i'm scared. But then this happened..... JK is the biggest enabler lol
I've never got any piercing until last year! So I got themmmmm and I'm so happy I did. Thanks JK ahahahahaha. I also have a scheduled appointment for my industrial piercing last week but ecq happened so meh
I'm also a very distant person, but I saw the relationship and connection between ot7 and from then on, i started to become more available to my friends and connect with them more that I did before. I started to become happier.
There are a lot of things pa but I think i'll stop here cos tamad na ako mag type. The point is, I became a better person when I discovered BTS. They're such good role models and the positive influence they have made in my life are the things I'm most grateful for.
I loved myself more. I started connecting with others again. I constantly improve even if i struggle, and I learned how to love again. This may not be for everyone, but for me, BTS saved me. They saved me from myself.
I'm so happy i get to know them


Lmaoooo thanks for coming to my tedtalk mwa
