TL sleep? I, very amicably, broke up with my boyfriend and this shit is HARD. Like this is such a peaceful but intense pain I fucking hate it.

And I couldn’t be more grateful. We’ve cried together (I’ve seen him cry maybe once throughout our 3 years together), we laughed together recounting memories, & we openly expressed ourselves. We know we work SO much better platonically but this feels so odd.

& I really do want him to remain in my life. I think we could be real friends at some point but like...the growth I experienced? The new experiences? I don’t regret it. We don’t work & thats fine but OUCH, my guy.

I left the relationship emotionally months ago but it’s like that doesn’t even matter right now, it’s just an unfortunate situation, i suppose.

& living together? a different kind of hurt, good lord.

Idk....but when it comes down to it, I know I/we made the right decision & I wouldn’t change anything. I’m grateful for our time and our experiences and the milestones we accomplished together but it’s just meant to continue, and that’s okay.

I just want to say thank you to everyone for your kindness, compassion, & for providing a safe space for myself and others to express their thoughts and give their support. I’m very grateful to be a part of such a kind and loving community. Thank you