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The reason I chose silence a long time back is I don& #39;t like the idea of people who don& #39;t even understand themselves becoming the judge jury and executioner of my story that I can barely even explain to myself. Nothing they do will ever make it better, but probably worse.
I wish everything about life was black and white but there& #39;s a lot of grey. Who& #39;s the culprit, the victim, who& #39;s absolutely true, who can prove, who can prove harder, who has a history, who seems like a nice person, who& #39;s suffered more, who& #39;s regretted, who& #39;s allowed redemption..
When I speak my truth, some will choose to see me a liar anyway. When I lie to defend some of my own wrong choices, some will believe me anyway. Nothing they do will satisfy me, do right by me. So when I look at someone else& #39;s story, how am I to know my judgement will be right?
I& #39;m the only one who knows my story and the only one who shall pass verdict on it. The only one who can truly punish myself if I believe I deserve it even when the world says otherwise. The only one who can give myself a good present when the world keeps seeing my past.
The world is just a bunch of fucked up kids like me. They can& #39;t solve shit. They& #39;ll just believe what they want to believe. They& #39;ll hate me and call me names if they want to, pity or support me if they want to. Doesn& #39;t change a thing. I give my story the ending I deserve.
When you know your truth, you can get canceled a thousand times for things that are barely your fault and yet survive. When you know your lies, you cannot be happy among the thousands patting your back. I don& #39;t pay attention to juries anymore, I am my own judge of character.
And I& #39;m not going to act like I know the stories of any of you. Because I& #39;m damn sure you don& #39;t know fuck all about mine. Whether the culprits are mine or someone else& #39;s, I know someday they& #39;ll make themselves suffer, or I will. I don& #39;t want to beg the world to do that for me.
All this world wants is entertainment, something to fool themselves as a cause they are fighting for, while the cause gets lost in between their egos. I& #39;ve been caught in the middle. Want no part of it. Don& #39;t wanna be the one doing it. Don& #39;t wanna be the story lost in translation
I wish the world, the people, the internet, the protectors, the law, the enforcers, even the judges themselves were what we need them to be, but they aren& #39;t. So if you are in the right, I& #39;m sorry, you& #39;ll be asked to prove yourself a thousand times, until its easier to shut up.
But you& #39;ll know your truth, and you are all you need. And if you& #39;re guilty, congratulations on getting away by saying your twisted version of things louder. But that voice will still be loud when it reminds you of what you did. Noone really wins this fight, noone really loses.
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