she’s remembering 
the light
and the tests




........WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE SHE WAS PREGNANT????????
why can’t mulder ever fucking listen to scully for once in his life??? NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANOTHER CONTINUATION

her voice her face her pain

scully’s faith

scully knows she’s there to protect this boy and you can see it all over her face she just KNOWS 


you never draw MY bAth 






the way she squeezes him so tight oh my gOd SCULLY GETS A BABY OF HER OWN WHEN 






this scene scully at confession my heart is literally in a million pieces the way she’s doubting herself because mulder didn’t wholeheartedly believe in her like she does with him but her realizing that this was for HER to see she needed to keep her faith to believe

I’M NOT GOING TO ASK YOU IF YOU JUST SAID WHAT I THINK YOU JUST SAID BECAUSE I KNOW IT’S WHAT YOU JUST SAID.
scully answering the phone before it even fully rang and just knowing was mulder

THE WAY SCULLY IS SO MAD THAT MULDER IS WITH ANOTHER WOMAN OH MY FUCKING G O D
THIS IS THE SINGLE BEST AND WORST THING THAT’S EVER HAPPENED TO ME
S H E ?
hEr nAme is BAMBi?
...yEah sure okAy
hEr nAme is BAMBi?
...yEah sure okAy
she said that’s a fucking nuff i’m coming up there to get you away from bAmBi

SCULLY SAID EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP
my god they’re so sick
war of the coprophages my favorite scully episode me thinks
i have been waiting my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE for this moment
look, we’ve been working together for what, two years now? we have differing opinions. but i didn’t expect you to ditch me.
i didn’t DITCH you.
i didn’t DITCH you.
I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LIKE SNAPPING ON THE LATEX
cAn i hAvE a wOrd wiTh yOu?
no but scully smoking is the sexiest fucking thing i’ve ever fucking seen in my entire life? what the actual fAucjndJSJQBZHjahshajhHwjshshsbanaskwuduwkshssgashhdshIsjedjhsfgdh
these fucking idiots wanna make out sooooooooo bad

AGITATED SCULLY IS SO FUCKING HOT
setting this as my ringtone

ANYWAY, it really is the tears in her eyes and how palpable her pain and frustration are and my hEart BREAKING INTO A MILLION LITTLE PIECES because dana scully deserves the world and we need to protect her and continue to fight for all women 


she misses her sister so fucking much i can’t do thisssssss

she’s sick, your honor
the way this is so unfair to me personally
their faces are you kidding me

not the man who k!lled melissa

why is her voice this sexy pls
she’s in so much fucking pain i really cannot even begin to express how distraught i am

the way he just walks up to scully while she’s at melissa’s grave because he knows she’d need him there

NOT SCULLY FALLING ASLEEP ON HIS SHOULDER I’M LITERALLY SOBBING
SCULLY WITH A FIRE EXTINGUISHER PLS
the way she just said mulder

her little “AahH”

this scene has entirely fucking destroyed me the way scully is fighting so hard the entire time to not let a single tear fall but then she bREAKS and it does and it’s because the thought of losing mulder like this or him turning on her hurts her way too fucking much i’m 






ARE YOU ACTUALLY FUCKINGN KIDDIGN MEE S WHAT THE FUCKWJXMSJKSk the way he moves his thumb against her fingers plskdkwjsiasjqkdjsiwhxbskduahwhszuwjelwjsahBahejsjhzhslauswndhwhs 












no you took three hours to get through pusher because you were so emotionally overwhelmed you just. Couldn’t.
this rat episode..... triggering.
NOT SCULLY BEING ATTACKED BY A FUCKING CAT WHY AM I BEING TRAUMATIZED IN THIS WAY
LUCY LIU????????!!!
gonna try not to be as chaotic about this so i can finish s3 tonight let’s see how this goes

i cannot believe her face is real i really can’t
every time scully puts her hair in a little ponytail to perform an autopsy my entire body quakes

PUPPY DISCOURSE!!!!!!!!!
.......no. no no nonooofjhdkfhaskdjvhfkdvjbjhcjh THEY DID NOT JUST K!LL SCULLY'S DOG TOO HAVEN'T WE FUCKING ENDURED ENOUGH???????????? 




































not the fucking titanic bit AGAIN

you don’t think my reasons are legitimate?
mulder, sometimes i just can’t figure them out
mulder, sometimes i just can’t figure them out


it’s just the way that you can see she’s falling in love with him even more

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO SCULLY
W H E R E IS SCULLY
....not mulder thinking he’s about to ID her body..............
another masterclass from gillian anderson and this time scully turns the gun on mulder because she thinks he’s betrayed her
and the thought of that is more than she can bear
and then she bREAKS and just falls into her mother’s arms and i once again just...CANNOT 






mulder's mom 


wait....... smoking man isn’t his father.......... is he...........?
ffjsgfdshdfgkdbcvdksjb I FINISHED SEASON THREE
SEASON FOUR SEASON FOUR SEASON FOUR!!!!!!
this is the softest shit i’ve ever seen

i feel it too. i know it.

no mulder did nOt just say settle down build a home hello??????? WHERE’S MY MSR EDIT TO THIS???????? https://open.spotify.com/track/3AqPL1n1wKc5DVFFnYuJhp?si=v9POrUNoQ8-bmx0MJZFdJg