I am safe, and healthy, and warm, and vaccinated, and financially secure, which is all wonderful, but I feel so isolated from humanity and am just bored out of my fucking mind

the only things I feel like I can do for fun are cook (which I do constantly, and we can only eat so much) or exercise (which I can’t do 24 hours a day, and don’t want to do within an hour or two of drinking a big pot of coffee) https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤷‍♂️" title="Achselzuckender Mann" aria-label="Emoji: Achselzuckender Mann">

I miss having a trip to plan for, where I can have 53 Chrome tabs full of restaurants and museums and stuff open simultaneously

as I texted a buddy a few minutes ago, when I’m working I want nothing more than to be done with work...but on a rare day when I don’t have to work, I have no idea what to do with myself

thinking of this thread again https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙃" title="Auf den Kopf gestelltes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Auf den Kopf gestelltes Gesicht">