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i feel vv sad ~ im gonna make this a thread so i explain y :(
so today i was talking to my friend (not going to say her name) about my crush obviously, and i told one of my other friends abt him, which i rlly regret... ~
~ she is always very violent with people, me included. i told her abt jimmy and she started hitting me for no reason but like idk why. she doesnt like him cos she’s lonely af, and this also leads to why my day was ruined (i told my other friend abt my crush a few days ago) :(((((
~ and one of the worst things happened today :’) one of my friends, who i put all my trust in to not tell him, did exactly what i was afraid of and told him when i wasnt ready. ive told a few ppl i trusted, but i suspect that it was my other friend for obvious reasons ~
my crush who i only started to get closer to a few weeks ago, has started ro avoid me since this morning. at school i would go close to him when he was talking to my friends, and he would almost immediately walk away to talk to someone else... this is what ive always feared... ~
ive very bad at things like this, aka liking someone and experiencing these weird af feelings. and this is exactly why i cant even trust anyone anymore. i put my trust in EVERYONE and they all break it. my crush has helped me in my darkest times and all of that has gone to waste.
one of my ONLY f*cking friends is avoiding me, and he was the one who made me feel happy again. if that person who told him abt this somehow sees this thread, i dont want to associate myself with you anymore. we’re done being friends if you’re going to out me like that...
