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jfc I don’t like loli stuff either, it makes me incredibly uncomfortable, but literally every person I know who likes it are victims of child abuse of some kind and *not* attracted to real children in the slightest
wow who would’ve thought.
wow who would’ve thought.
Wow, the human brain is complex and confusing and copes with trauma in ways that you wouldn’t expect? *Inconceivable.*
I can’t even properly express the kind of shit I’m into being connected to trauma. Legit, I cannot wrap my head around some of the stuff I like. The brain is a fucking enigma. But ofc we’re so ashamed of our own thoughts because we’re raised in a conservative religious society
that teaches shame and thought crime and actively keeps public education from teaching us what *is* and isn’t a normal human experience.
Like seriously, the psychology of sexuality and sexual fantasies absolutely should fall under sex ed, though I wouldn’t know if it already is because I grew up in an “abstinence only” education.
If we were taught what is normal, what is a shared human experience, and what *isnt*,
If we were taught what is normal, what is a shared human experience, and what *isnt*,
then we would know what warning signs to watch out for! And we’d better understand ourselves and know what’s normal and what’s not, which would ALSO help our mental health tbh. But conservative Christians love having ppl under their thumb, because anything involving sex is bad
and shameful in their eyes, even though it’s like... a vital part of human existence... and existence in general... sex is Needed for a species to survive... and since humans are complex, evolved species, our brain has also evolved to include intricacies that don’t exist in other
species... idk man the brain is smth we Still learn new things about every day, and I’m just So Tired of ppl immediately assuming the worst of strangers and treating them like Shit, esp when you can so easily hurt ppl this way, esp when it’s usually lgbt minorities who are
harassed and already tend to have mental health issues and are more susceptible to dog piling and hatred leading to hospitalization and potentially even a successful su1cide attempt
This thread is a mess, I’m just word vomiting my feelings and procrastinating on showering and sleeping. I just can’t help but see these hot takes and think of my abused friends, who I know so well and care so much for and feel for their suffering, and seeing ppl just toss them
into the same category as their abusers, or assuming the worst because they’re drawn to smth in fiction they CANNOT CONTROL... It’s just. So disrespectful and ignorant and I just. I get upset.
Like I said, I don’t like loli. Or shota. It makes me uncomfortable. But I know there are things I like that make others uncomfortable. Things I’ve been drawn to in fiction for as long as I can remember and I HATED myself for it. Thought I was disgusting and that something was
wrong with me and that something MUST have happened to me that I’m repressing to make me this way, and if I could change the fact that I like it I would’ve done it YEARS ago in a fucking heartbeat, because I know I have friends irl that would potentially never want to speak to
me again if they knew, because we’ve normalized thought crime as a normal fucking thing, even though we already made it through the dumb ass “video games cause violence” argument, but now that it’s sexual instead of violence suddenly it’s a different thing. I don’t get it.
And it’s even more frustrating see ppl who KNOW WHAT THEYRE TALKING ABOUT be ignored. For actual professional sources to be overlooked because they don’t fit the agenda of Woke Kids who think they know better than literal Experts who went to fucking college for this
Idk. I’m tired. My period is like a day away and my depression is ramping up ofc so I’m sitting here, once again wanting to d1e because people would honestly try to dox me and ruin my life because my brain decided years ago in response to emotional neglect to be drawn to
fictional [REDACTED], as if I had any choice, as if I haven’t already spent the last 13+ years on and off hating myself for it. But like. Whatever. Be Woke and Better than those Nasties for clout! Fucking go for it. Fine. Whatever.
