I'm not going to be remembered for much, if not fogotten for not doing anything at all. I'm fine with that, I just dont want to be single when I go. Even if someone has to deal with me in my last minutes than to leave me after death so I won't die completely alone.

I'm fine dying like that as long as I dont go absolutely alone. But I'm a strange and often erratic personality so I get if I do die alone. Sorry for getting really really dark, but I just want to get this out now. And if I do happen to go alone...

I want someone close to me to lie about being with me to at least know I would've felt better if one person claims to have liked me when I leave. Once again, I appologise for dipping in the deep end with this thread, but I need to get it out, not bottle it up. Thanks for reading.