A part of me wants to like leave someone on read after the weeks of not replying to me,,,, but also ik I shouldn’t bcc that’s petty even if they don’t notice bcc like I’m not that important so it wouldn’t matter

but idk sometimes it’s :/ when I talk to some I text first, not the other way around & like ik some people are bad at like socializing but idk I value my friends a lot bc they r not obligated to like you yk,,so it’s :(( bc sometimes it doesn’t feel the same..

Ik I’m overreacting and stuff and know I should be considerate but it sucks when u finally talk to a person and turns out ur out of the loop,,, so it’s not that they don’t talk they just don’t wanna talk to you LMAO maybe I’m boring or uhh not nice enough??? idk

IS THIS ACC JUST MY DIARY?)?!?

ironic bcc when I was younger I wanted a diary but I think I got a journal and like never wrote in it

and no one is mean,, and not everyone is like this,, but I feel like sometimes I’m at arms length?? or like no one can actually joke around with me??? hmmm idk it’s not bad it’s just,,...interesting

LMAOOO GOD now I’m gonna start crying this week is so shitty lemme delete this thread