eating disorder tw
( if this needs a different wording please let me know ), thread below.
( if this needs a different wording please let me know ), thread below.
it& #39;s taken so long for me to realize that while i may not have a main ed, i definitely have disordered eating. i go through periods of simply not eating anything at all, to eating everything to somehow make up for it, rinse and repeat.
with my million sensory issues, i& #39;m very picky. along with gluten making me feel sick, i& #39;m often limited to what i can eat in general. all my old go-to & #39;i& #39;m too tired to cook so i& #39;ll eat this& #39; foods arent gf so i just... don& #39;t eat.
it& #39;s hard for me to eat lunch at work and find the time, and by the time i get home i& #39;m either too tired to make anything or my hunger has turned to nausea which makes me want to eat even less.
and i& #39;m trying my best but it& #39;s so hard to just eat anymore. eating is tiring. so i just don& #39;t, sometimes. but i& #39;m trying! i AM.
anyway i just needed to have a little vent about that, even if it& #39;s convoluted and doesn& #39;t make much sense.
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