The worst part about being #ActuallyAutistic is that no one believes me when I say something is wrong. I guess I’m not expressive enough. I keep telling people I feel like I’m going to die but I’m still somehow not conveying that I literally feel like I’m going to die.

I keep telling doctors that it feels like someone stabbed me in the side. But maybe because I’m not screaming incoherently, they think I’m feeling mild discomfort. No. It feels like I’m dying. I keep saying this. No one will listen.

This thread is getting morbid but I can’t help it. I feel the weight of mortality on me.