so as an apology for being so out of pocket earlier, i would like to state the following things i want to do to ray toro/ray toro to do to me, a wholesome thread (safe) /srs:
number one - hold my hand. i am Very miniscule in comparison to mr toro, and require hand holding in order to feel safe. im positive his hands are bigger than mine, and will make the perfect holding partner. don& #39;t be shy toro, hand (haha) those godly fingers over
number two - let me put flowers in his hair. pretty self explanatory, but I will explain: i think that braiding tiny field flowers into his curls would cure all of my mentall illnesses and disorders. below is a poorly edited example of what i want:
number three - hug me. could count as the same as hand holding, but something about being held feels so personal. there& #39;s no way this man doesn& #39;t give the best fucking hugs ever, i refuse to believe it until he hugs me himself /hj
number five - let me cook for him. i am an independent fem-alinged person, but if that man ever shows a sign that he is even the slightest of hungry, i will boot myself to the kitchen and prepare a mf feast. nothing but the absolute best for him. and you guys know i cook well.
number six - tell me he& #39;s proud of me and my progress over the years. ive been through a lot and i think i deserve to hear that line from at least one adult i look up to. if he says that to me I Will Cry Right There And Then /pos
number seven - sleep with me. now, don& #39;t take this the wrong way you silly little HEATHENS! :D i do not mean that in a sexual way, as that would be illegal and wrong! i am simply saying I& #39;d like to spend a night in his surroundings, even a bed, and just sleep at the same time as-
-he does. I& #39;d like to know first hand what its like to open my eyes after a goodnight& #39;s sleep and see that godly man lying next to me.
number eight - let me take him out. again, does not have to be conceived as something romantic or sexual, but i would like to take this man out to a nice place. i think he deserves it. maybe a cute little restaurant, or a trip to the beach, something casual and enjoyable!
number nine - let me draw him. yes, i already did, but im talking about using him as an actual real time model/reference. his facial structure and features are fun to draw, and his body is good for practicing anatomy!
(no it will not be a naked drawing stop that you fu-
(no it will not be a naked drawing stop that you fu-
number ten - let me sit in his lap. again. not sexual. i believe this man has magnificent thighs however, so take that as you will. I& #39;d like to sit in his lap and feel taller for once, and held like in a hug. i would like him to hold me like he held gerard in this picture.
number eleven - play a song from Remember The Laughter live. not just for me, but for every fucking starving ray stan on this god forsaken platform. they all deserve a treat. mwah besties <3
number twelve - give me life advice. he has been through many things over the years, and i believe he has great stories to tell and advice to give.
number thirteen - ask him how the fuck he never even once kicked frank iero& #39;s ass on stage.
seriously, i wish i had the patience mr toro has. if frank ever walked over to my side of the stage and pulled some shenanigans like the unhinged brat he is, i would not hesitate to beat-
seriously, i wish i had the patience mr toro has. if frank ever walked over to my side of the stage and pulled some shenanigans like the unhinged brat he is, i would not hesitate to beat-