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um so... hello.
this is gonna be a thread of me just ranting about this acc and why i made it and how ive been feeling recently, read it if you& #39;d like but pls ignore if you want to!
this is gonna be a thread of me just ranting about this acc and why i made it and how ive been feeling recently, read it if you& #39;d like but pls ignore if you want to!
so recently, (as ive tweeted before) i went a little ia as i fell sick. there was a covid scare in my family and my grandparents tested positive and i displayed the symptoms and so i& #39;ve been taking care of myself, and i& #39;m almost recovered already !!!
but things have been very... heavy recently. and when i think about twitter, and i think about this acc,,, it makes me feel even more stressed?
i basically made this acc because i feel like thinker accs are vvv cute and i needed a place other than atiny twt to talk about ateez, because atiny twt is honestly rly toxic sometimes and i& #39;ve had some bad experiences there and i wanted to get away from all of that!!
but i know that thinker accs are (somewhat) anonymous ,, and so i sometimes think i cant actually make friends on here ?? like everyone that follows me follows me for thinker content, and everytime i go ia or i dont post regularly i feel terrible about it
i just feel like i have to "plan" tweets,,, which gives me terrible anxiety and idk. that wasn& #39;t why i made this acc . i love thinker twt so so so much but i feel this overwhelming fear of disappointing people??
which is ridiculous of course because i dont think im relevant enough for people to expect stuff from me but it& #39;s just a thing my mind made up :( so yeah. idk. maybe im overthinking this. or maybe im overreacting to my own thoughts.
