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:/// i don& #39;t like crying out of nowhere. i don& #39;t like being hit with a huge wave of self hatred and the feeling of being inferior to everyone else around me. I& #39;m sorry for being such a stupid asshole all the time and not getting jokes and not understanding how to time things and
getting little things wrong and asking stupid questions. sometimes i wish I could just disappear off the face of the earth and come back new. have a fresh start and a second chance for a loving family and a group of friends who won& #39;t grow to hate me for things i can& #39;t control. be
able to do things right this time and make better habits for myself from when I was young so i don& #39;t have to retrain 17 years of bad coping skills and habits. I& #39;m sorry I can& #39;t do shit the way you want, mom. I& #39;m sorry I have different views from you, dad. I& #39;m sorry to my brother
that i was such a stupid little kid who couldn& #39;t just ignore you when you were being an ass to me. I& #39;m sorry to my teachers for being a failure. I& #39;m sorry to my ex friends for not being how you wanted me to be. but I& #39;m especially sorry to myself for letting me become this much of
a broken fucking person. i probably won& #39;t graduate this year. i can& #39;t focus enough to even start to clean my room. i can& #39;t concentrate on anything that matters. instead of taking time to take care of myself i spend my time making things for and trying to help the people I care
about, whether or not they care about me back. i say to everyone else you can& #39;t take care of anyone until you take care of yourself but I can& #39;t even fucking listen to that. I& #39;m such a fucking hypocrite asshole and I& #39;m tired of it. i don& #39;t feel like I can trust anyone anymore one
second and then the next I& #39;m spilling my guts to people I& #39;ll never meet, being a burden and bother to them all. i can& #39;t do anything right. my friends abandon me. my family hates me and then pretends thats its love. i can& #39;t fucking handle this anymore. i can& #39;t fucking breathe.
