TW// death, suicide

Alright. Time to explain what happened & how many of us were so wrongfully done by this one individual. I really do hope she goes to get some help because this is not regular behaviour but I owe it to everyone that mourned to explain how she manipulated us. https://twitter.com/bollybaatein/status/1331071470550675457

Background:
PS (I will refer to her as PS prior to "being" Lavanya) part of a variety of fandoms including, the Jennifer Winget fandom, the Naomi Scott fandom, SheRa, ATLA & BWood. She had many @'s, most recent include, acciosnowflake, firexbenderx, blairsbxtch. Has changed +

display name to "kiara". PS has been on twitter since at least 2013, perhaps even longer. During that time she accumulated about 1,840+ followers. She was known to DM individuals & get to know you. Was usually very friendly & would urge to connect on a variety of platforms. +

She is well known by many in my circle and me included. My authority or position in this is the last thing I will cover.
The Issue:
A couple of weeks ago, a new account called @janhvixlove joined the platform claiming she was new and was looking for moots of similar fandoms. +

These fandoms happened to align with all my mutuals, which I initially thought was coincidental but the Twitter language and method was very quickly adopted by "Lavanya" ( @janhvixlove). I did at one point & many other suspect she was PS because of the similarity in writing & +

drawings but quickly brushed it off my shoulder once I saw the 'two of them' interact. One day I received a DM from a friend/close mutual of this thread written by "Lavanya": +

Devastated, I searched for her accounts & found them all deactivated. I received a DM from "Lavanya" and responded because it felt so unreal:

From there on, I, and many of my mutuals were heartbroken. Many of us took breaks from social media, some of us have not been able to sleep since. Not short after, I saw "Lavanya" start tweeting as if nothing happened. Many of us tried to get back to our normal but it was +

difficult. "Lavanya" started to seem more & more like PS to me. From the way she tweeted to the pictures she drew to the edits she made. I had nothing to refer back to and honestly thought I was just trying to cope by thinking they were the same person. It made me feel horrible.+

Fast forward to today. Things began when I noticed "Lavanya" taking part in curiouscat & receiving hateful, explicit & familiar questions from people. I told her to be careful & felt protective. Once I read "G&T berry" I remembered that was PS's fav drink (we used to be close)+

That was one red flag that reappeared today. But I reminded myself that "Lavanya" had just posted pictures a couple days ago. The "twitter crush" narrative still sounded eerily familiar but I brushed it off. Then she messaged me about her crush & how they got along but at +

the same moment, I was about to DM her that someone she was interacting with has a very problematic past. Because ( @janhvixlove deactivated before I connected the dots that PS was Lavanya, I don't have her part but I also would respect that privacy of sharing excitement of +

a crush). She replied with a "what? " (which is also gone due to the deactivation) & I explained the problematic past of this person & forwarded some threads explaining the past behaviour & told her to make the decision (I'm not going to discuss this other individual, this is +

not about them). At the time I told her it was her own choice, I had forgotten how horrible that individual was & later changed my stance once I realized they had not changed much. (I kept out my long explanation because again, this is not about that person, it's about PS.)

After being a little annoyed with her decision to forgive the racist behaviour, I felt very much unimpressed & was going to unfollow her & ask her to do the same but I never got the chance. I saw her tweet below & was very confused by her cryptic message. She was new to Twitter?

Once I asked her what she meant & what was this other account blocked by many, she responded in a cheeky way & deactivated. After calling her out, mutuals of mine let me know that she was talking about me on another account. I opened up the account just so I could block her & +

that's where I was shaken–the account was already blocked by me... I know who I block because I do not go around blocking any random person. This was a big account with 1800+ followers. the bio was familiar, even the follower count. so I scrolled through to try & remember +

who this person was. The followers was FULL of ATLA fan accounts in the most recent. The content went from SheRa to Naomi Scott to Jennifer Wiget & FINALLY to tweets I recognized. A tweet of PS's parents, a boomerang she posted on IG of her shoes & her infamous "be kind" tweet+

I was furious, I was 100% sure this was PS. They had just tweeted, meaning it was active, not only reactivated. Not only this, PS has unblocked me because I previously was blocked, as if she wanted me to realize it was her. She only kept enough there for me to know it was her.

What goes on after that I really did not care about. My lovely mutuals called her out left, right & centre as I sat in my room having an anxiety attack. This was messed up and cruel. PS & I did have a disagreement but I never in my life wished anything bad upon her & clearly+

she did not have the same feelings. PS manipulated us by expressing our favourite things as her own as "Lavanya" to real us in. She gained 300+ followers in less than a month because of this. Why did she do it? I have no idea but PS, if you're reading, you need help. NOW. +

to all those affected by what PS has done, I am so, so, so sorry. I am now realizing that she not only made me feel like I was the only one helping her through but so many & THEN would say we were the ONLY ones in her life making it more difficult to leave. I am so sorry to all.

EXTRA PROOF: when I told my mutuals that I was 100% sure it was PS, many of them checked their DMs & saw they had messages with "blairsbxtch" & scrolled up to see that the account was in fact PS's account. Other's confronted her & she herself confirmed.

& to clear up this, you all saw how I spoke with "Lavanya" I never forced her to deactivate in any way or form. I don't know what PS said to Julia but that is not at ALL what happened.

and one final thing. @janhvixlove did post pictures but they were not her's. we should have reversed google searched them long ago.