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About me ;

This year has damaged me pretty badly. I lost both my wife & my father in a span of just 4 days. Cremated them one by one, was almost alone in worst grief. No one was there whom we call "friends" in social media.

More was about to come. Life had to show me more.
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Last 4 years, while I worked in bootstrap mode on my awarded startup on #Graphene, I staked every Rs, I earned after paying enormous IT taxes earned in my entire life, spent crores with smile. I didn't care, was investing on my own foolish dream.

I was too proud of my team.
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When my father was on ventilator, one of my best teammate spread a rumor that he has #Covid, so no one should be with Rajnish, I was deserted, it was just me & my sister.
There was no one next to me, when I lost my wife suddenly, she couldn't face it. She was too kind to all.
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A big part of human in me died with her. I shall write a book on her,
में कौन थी
Just on 4th day, Dad lost his battle due to MRSA. They both wanted to live, but destiny wanted to teach me a big karma lesson. I banked on both & so I lost them.

Suddenly, it all changed.
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Last 4 years, I had a large team of scientists, engineers.

I paid them hefty salaries from my pocket, as my partners played clever games with me, cheated me & hit me at times when I trusted them.

I thought, my team, partners were my pride, assets, family.

I was wrong
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One by one, they stole a lot of IP information of various inventions & left me when I needed them the most.
Week by week, I saw true colors of people whom I trusted the most.

Many of them have yet to pay back lacs of rupees which took as loan.

But I had to see more.
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My startup went to financial troubles & collapsed due to my partners & all liability fell on my head.

I paid every Rs, statutory, personal & Commercial & was drained out.

Then family tragedy hit me.

Humanity is not fully dead. Some of my schoolmates, collegemates helped.
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There were some very close friends whom I considered more than even my family left me just after I lost 2 of my family members.

I had become weak for them, a liability.
By May this year, I was just alone with mine & my father's liabilities, with grief & pain,my team gave me.
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In Ramayana, there is Ram & Lakshmana & Sita.

My Sita left me in toughest times.
I had Lakshman, won't name him now, I trusted him more than myself.
But i am no Ram, I am too small a being. My bro-like ran away by deceit & just left me licking my infinite wounds.
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Someone has said, that may be Ram like humans might be born, but tjis universe won't create selfless brothers like Lakshmana.

People stay with you only till when you are useful to them. Almost 100% relationships are only for money in this world.
I learnt this.
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They all thought that after all this, I am over.

My friends, my foes, my relatives(except few) think I am over.

No Bhai, I am not. I am a tough guy. You under-estimated me. I live a stealth life ( an aghyatwas of Arjuna), but I am not finished.

Arjunas can't be defeated.
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During these grief, pain & hurt times, I switched off my life, went slow, my mother & my daughter have been very sick, on & off the hospitals (non Covid issues but more serious issues) but was thinking of rebounding.

I couldnt be defeated. Decided to do it all alone.
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I told myself, let's do it. Have to do it.
What 50 of us couldn't do it, let me do it all alone. So what if I am alone, at least I have me.

Started all over again. Slow & steady brick by brick, started doing the unfinished work of Dad's life, handling his huge liabilities.
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My Dad was a fighter, he worked till last day of his active life. I didn't know his work. But somehow took over & brought his companies to survive.

In Covid times, I paid all his employees full salaries & gave them 20% hike too. Recession is in our hearts not in India.
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I am a Nano scientist. The work that I do, is 15 years ahead of the number 1 organisation of this kind in India.

I can do their work, they can't do mine.

In my field, we are 3 of us in the whole world.

I in UK, 1 in Korea & third is me. We are like Guru-bhai blessed by God
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3 people speak 3 languages but think similar.
All 3 faced similar life, full of deceit & struggle, we all became from riches to rags & on floor to get up again.

I had to get up & rebound back. I had no choice. Else the knowledge that I created & do now won't be put to use.
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A scientist has to think about humanity first & always.
A true scientist (not the PhD & Linkedin types) has to self-sacrifice.
May not get Nobel Prize but has to add more value than these paper-blackeners.
Did Nikola get a Nobel, No! Did Steve get it?Did they add good value?
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Last 3 months, after my Lakshmana left me, I was all alone in life, in this exile, in this forest, My Sita had left me too, Ravanas of my life were living an immortal selfish, good life.

So I decided to build my own Ramsetu, carry forward my own work.
Lors Ram was backing me
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I thought about Lord Krishna. When he left a place, he never returned, people who left him never came back, he always gave, never took anything.

Last decade of his life was solitude. He ended his avtaar life alone. What's the message?
Do your karma, that's it. People will go
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One day I was siting at a place where I started my work life in 1990. I looked back in last 31 years. What did I do till now?

Then took a piece of paper, and wrote some bullet points on 1 page.

That had not happened on this planet yet.

Decided, Chalo let's create it.
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There was a meeting at 1 big place. I made 1 slide & showed the topmost guy there. He was shocked. He asked is it possible?

I said yes it is. I will create it. If anyone else on this planet tries, it would take them minimum 10 years, provided, I teach them how to do it.
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This 1 page led to 5 years of technology development & commercialisation work.

I picked up first project out of that program & asked a question to experts in India. It was a simple question, but they were shocked. They didn't know the answer.

They never thought about it.
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Science is really funny. It gets created in our mind, while our researchers search it in research articles, in labs, on computers, in stealing each other's work in conferences.

Very big problems have a simple solution, its around us.
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So just within 24 hrs, I had knotted the science behind the question which was not answered in last 100 years in India, created a mock up, validated it's science, then made a proto, did a trial, it gave great results.

So here I am, reviewing my own life in this year.
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I lost it all but still as a scientist I can give a lot to hlthis mankind & attempt to solve their big problem, improve their lives, protect their health, protect nature, save money make people happy.

When science does good to humanity, then only it's useful, else not.
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Shall end this long thread now.

Shall declare one of the inventions of this period in December, possibly.

I see over 100 inventions, coming your way in next 2 years. Like never before.

Nikola made new machines in his mind.

I make new materials in my mind.

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