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This is a very important thread detailing actions and interactions, made by me and claims made about me. Please read the whole thing if you can and only respond when you’ve read the whole thing.
@honeyedhellionn
I am making this thread to refute claims made about me by other adults on 18+ NSFW/fandom twitter.

Disclaimer/CW: This thread will mention: ped0phila, gr00ming, the sexualization of minors both IRL and in fiction, CSA, trauma, suicidal ideation, & self harm
@honeyedhellionn
on 10/5, i quote rted a tweet saying that sexualizing minors is bad, and people shouldn’t do it. here is my qrt: @honeyedhellionn
a 19 yo Black survivor who considers themself a “pro-shipper” (believes people can ship whatever they want and it’s not inherently indicate of who they are as a person/what they condone IRL) responded to my tweet, which then spiraled into an argument. @honeyedhellionn
before i continue posting my side of the argument, let me clarify my original tweet. i say that you (referring to anyone who sexualizes minors in fiction) may use it to cope, but that in and of itself isn’t the end goal, FOR ALL SURVIVORS IN GENERAL. @honeyedhellionn
when i said that last part, i was referring to adults who are older (like mid 20s+) and adults as they get older continuing to sexualize minors in fan fiction/fandom where there are minors. @honeyedhellionn
at a certain point during our argument, i asked this question, applying this person’s apparent logic to myself as an 18 year old:
@honeyedhellionn
let me clarify this tweet if the point i was trying to make is unclear: it is acceptable for/an adult should when horny/aroused decide to get off/receive sexual gratification from the sexualization of fictional minors @honeyedhellionn
material i had in mind included fan fiction, but i was also thinking of the “teen” category of p0rnography/the portrayal of “schoolgirls” etc and/or animated p0rn of minors from kids shows. in response to the above tweet, they responded, “sounds fun” @honeyedhellionn
this individual confirmed what their logic appeared to be to me. my understanding of this person’s opinion was that it was acceptable and/or “fun” to be an adult and choose to sexualize fictional minors/real people heavily implied to be minors for pleasure @honeyedhellionn
it was at this point i because extremely angry, hostile, and insulting toward this person. i will include some of my tweets made at them, and their friends/mutuals who came. to defend them and their opinion: @honeyedhellionn
it was at this point i because extremely angry, hostile, and insulting toward this person. i will include some of my tweets made at them, and their friends/mutuals who came. to defend them and their opinion: @honeyedhellionn
it was at this point i because extremely angry, hostile, and insulting toward this person. i will include some of my tweets made at them, and their friends/mutuals who came. to defend them and their opinion: @honeyedhellionn
it was at this point i because extremely angry, hostile, and insulting toward this person. i will include some of my tweets made at them, and their friends/mutuals who came. to defend them and their opinion: @honeyedhellionn
i won’t deny or disregard my own insulting and mean behavior towards this person. i could’ve been nicer. i could’ve not swore, and not called them things like “trash” and “piece of shit” but i did. my anger and frustration toward this person @honeyedhellionn
was driven by my own experiences with harmful fiction, CSA, and trauma i was forced to relive as a result of it. it was largely due to their response to my tweet about whether it was okay for adults to get off to fictional minors that led me to be mean to them. @honeyedhellionn
as a result of my arguing and insulting of this person, their friend, a 21 yo Black person (possibly also a survivor, i think) came to defend them. during this, they looked through my likes on this account, and found “10 accounts owned by people below your dni” @honeyedhellionn
they took screenshots and posted a thread of them, asking me “WHY” it was okay for me to have liked/rted tweets from minors below my DNI. after reactivating this account, i myself found 14 total NSFW tweets i likes made by minors aged below my DNI/mutals ages. @honeyedhellionn
all of these tweets were liked over the course of a few weeks after i turned 18. i have screenshotted the tweets from my likes and fully intend to reach out and apologize to each and every minor who’s tweet i liked. i have also unliked the tweets. @honeyedhellionn
this individual confronted me with NSFW tweets i liked that were made by minors. prior to them confronting me, i didn’t know the ages of the people whose NSFW tweets i liked.

i repeat: i did not know the ages of the minors who’s sexual tweets i liked. @honeyedhellionn
i did not know their ages because i did not check their profiles. i said this to this person when they confronted me with screenshots. i said this to their mutuals and friends. here are screenshots of my tweets saying this: @honeyedhellionn
i did not know their ages because i did not check their profiles. i said this to this person when they confronted me with screenshots. i said this to their mutuals and friends. here are screenshots of my tweets saying this: @honeyedhellionn
i did not know their ages because i did not check their profiles. i said this to this person when they confronted me with screenshots. i said this to their mutuals and friends. here are screenshots of my tweets saying this: @honeyedhellionn
i did not know their ages because i did not check their profiles. i said this to this person when they confronted me with screenshots. i said this to their mutuals and friends. here are screenshots of my tweets saying this: @honeyedhellionn
i did not know their ages because i did not check their profiles. i said this to this person when they confronted me with screenshots. i said this to their mutuals and friends. here are screenshots of my tweets saying this: @honeyedhellionn
at a certain point, i realized that i was responding into a void. although i was telling nothing but the whole, blunt, simple, honest truth, this person and none of their friends believed me. am i proud of the fact that i didn’t check? no. but that is the truth @honeyedhellionn
there is quite literally nothing else i can say about why i liked sexual tweets from minors. it happened because i didn’t check their profiles. had i checked, i wouldn’t have interacted and i would’ve blocked their accounts. @honeyedhellionn
they also confronted me about my followers/following/mutuals. again i tried to explain that i don’t interact sexually with my mutuals minors or adults, and that i planned to deactivate this account after turning 18 and so i didn’t didn’t bother to change them @honeyedhellionn
i tried to explain that i never have and never will interact sexually with anyone on this account, but again, this person and their friends did not believe me, and concluded that being mutuals with minors on NSFW meant that i was “interested in them sexually” @honeyedhellionn
again, this is not true. if you are one of my mutuals and have been for a long time, you know how i interact with those i follow/who follow me. here are screenshots of my tweets about my mutuals: @honeyedhellionn
again, this is not true. if you are one of my mutuals and have been for a long time, you know how i interact with those i follow/who follow me. here are screenshots of my tweets about my mutuals: @honeyedhellionn
again, this is not true. if you are one of my mutuals and have been for a long time, you know how i interact with those i follow/who follow me. here are screenshots of my tweets about my mutuals: @honeyedhellionn
again, this is not true. if you are one of my mutuals and have been for a long time, you know how i interact with those i follow/who follow me. here are screenshots of my tweets about my mutuals: @honeyedhellionn
again, this is not true. if you are one of my mutuals and have been for a long time, you know how i interact with those i follow/who follow me. here are screenshots of my tweets about my mutuals: @honeyedhellionn
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let me be clear: all of these tweets of mine you can find by looking at my account. i wasn’t lying then and i’m not lying now. i don’t sexualize any of my mutuals. i also hardly interact with the majority of my mutuals, there’s only a few of them i regularly see @honeyedhellionn
at this point it became clear to me that no matter what i said, no matter how honest i was being about my actions/interactions on this account, these other adults were intent on not believing me. at first i understood, because my first impression of someone who @honeyedhellionn
likes tweets made by 14/15 year olds as 18+ yo would be the same. but i am telling the truth when i say i wasn’t checking people’s profiles when i liked NSFW and SFW tweets. i know that my actions were negligent and irresponsible. i’m certainly not proud of them @honeyedhellionn
but that is the truth and i’d rather own it and take accountability for it both publicly and privately, apologize to those i may have harmed/put at risk, and recognize that i was in the wrong by not checking than not address it at all. @honeyedhellionn
i am in the process of personally apologizing to each individual who’s sexual tweet i liked without checking their profile. i will also apologize to my current followers/mutuals for not being more responsible. @honeyedhellionn
i am genuinely remorseful to the point that i could not yet deactivate this account until i at least tried to apologize to everyone my irresponsibility effected. i tried to apologize to people from my 18+ acc but it wasn’t working. @honeyedhellionn
likely because that account, which is still brand new with no followers or following was considered a spam or fake account. i am back on this one to take public and personal accountability and apologize to everyone individually and only for that reason. @honeyedhellionn
i deactivated this account because i realized people were going to continue to call me a “freak” “predator” and “creep” even after i tried to explain the fact that i didn’t know i’d like sexual tweets made my minors below my DNI. @honeyedhellionn
even after i deactivated, people continued to accuse me of being a predator, the person who confronted me with my likes even went as far as to say i “probably message 13yos and talk to them about BDSM” which is not only a reach, but also completely unbased. @honeyedhellionn
i have never interacted sexually with anyone in DMs, and i actually hadn’t DMed anybody on this account since months before i turned 18. @honeyedhellionn
now i am going to discuss the effects these claims have had on me. but i want to make a few things clear: @honeyedhellionn
i am not the victim here. i am not making this thread for anyone to go and harass or report the other people involved. i did do wrong here by being irresponsible and negligent and i take accountability for that. but i am not a predator and having multiple people @honeyedhellionn
make such claims even after i explained that it was never my intent to maintain this account as an 18 yo while minors still followed it, and that i hadn’t been checking people’s ages was terrible. @honeyedhellionn
i am making this thread to hopefully clear my name of any accusations people have heard of, and to take responsibility for liking minor’s NSFW tweets mistakenly. (i say mistake and not accident because an accident would be if i checked and knew but liked anyway) @honeyedhellionn
my mistake was not checking people’s profiles in the first place. no one has to be okay with me for that. i don’t expect nor do i feel entitled to people still wanting to engage with me, even after doing the minimum and taking accountability. @honeyedhellionn
these claims against me have dredged up my own memories of my childhood sexual trauma, and led me to consider a self harm relapse, and even at some points think that i’d be better off dead. event though i know my intentions were never to sexualize any minors @honeyedhellionn
and that i made a simple, preventable mistake by not checking people’s bios/DNIs. i just want to clear things up and personally apologize to people before i deactivate this account for good. for the safety of everyone following this account, and myself. @honeyedhellionn
if anyone has any questions, they can dm me. i think i’ve said what i have to say. i am not morally superior to anyone, nor am i the victim throughout this incident. what i am is a survivor, who needs to take time away from this side of twitter before i consider @honeyedhellionn
becoming apart of any community, especially the NSFW community. if you are going to resort to accusing me of grooming or any other predatory behavior outside of what i’ve already mentioned and explained here, do not expect me to be nice in response. @honeyedhellionn
especially given my own experiences with CSA, i would never intentionally harm a minor or sexualize them. in apologizing to them individually, i hope to clearly put their comfort and safety above my own, as is necessary when it comes to taking accountability. @honeyedhellionn
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