its worth addressing still that the only people i see advocating for passing are skinny young hot girls. the value placed on western beauty standards is still *far* too high in this community and largely goes unaddressed by those who benefit from it most

hell im on hiatus from making porn because immense waves of dysphoria it kept triggering. i wanted to do porn was because there *arent* many girls who look like me doing porn. but it's impossible not to look at who gets the most attention and not compare yourself to them

but im gonna keep being the fat annoying bitch who wont shut up about her stretch marks and her pillowy thighs and her jiggly stomach

because im really fucking hot. not in spite of myself, but because of it