I'm having a big cry at the moment. I'm missing my old life, normal things & the way everything was. Reading the Qantas & possibly other airlines will be demanding passengers be vaccinated before flying terrifies me because honestly, I'm scared of this new vaccine. How fast it..

..has been developed with no long term data on side effects, produced using mRNA which is also a first and so on. Don't get me wrong, I'm no anti-vaxxer & am all for them. This pandemic has just created such a huge sense of fear & the urgency around producing this makes me worry.

I'm not the first among friends who said they are wary of being in the first round of people receiving the new vaccine. I don't doubt that scientists will ensure its safety & minimal side effects. This whole thing, this whole year has been terrifying & it hits me now and again.