Maybe I& #39;ll get over this by morning but I& #39;ll say a little concern I& #39;ve got about myself… I am really ignorant and oblivious, to the point where I think it can be harmful… I& #39;m serious.
Since little I& #39;ve been used to moving from here to there ever so often, so ai got used pretty
quickly of new stuff… but that& #39;s the point, I& #39;ve never stayed in the same place for long, nor I& #39;ve had the same routine for enough time to get it onto me… at first this doesn& #39;t have much to do about me being oblivious, but it does.
As I& #39;ve always moves and had to leave behind
all of my stuff, I got to the point I didn& #39;t bother knowing much about something, as I& #39;d be letting it go eventually… This is something that has been bothering me for a long time, as I& #39;ve never known what true friends really are… and as I said before, I won& #39;t bother learning…
I& #39;ve got so used to moving away and having everything changed in my life within a short span that I liked it, but that made me dislike stuff I already knew, even if I enjoy them a lot, that& #39;s why I always abandon things I used to love… because I know about them more… and it
became boring to me… yet I couldn& #39;t bring myself to say this to anybody, because I don& #39;t know if it& #39;s even that big of a problem or if I& #39;m just a crybaby…
This is why I usually say that people wont even care about me… because I don& #39;t really bother knowing what they think…
I know this might be boring and probably just three people are going to be reading this far down… but I gotta say… no, I don& #39;t know what to say… I& #39;m really that ignorant… I& #39;ve been in many situations like this yet I& #39;ve never gotten a proper way out… I don& #39;t know what I
even feel anymore… I hate it, I hate not knowing, even if people say that knowledge is troublesome… or do they even say that?
My anxiety too came from this… I knew my time with someone was limited, so I wanted to make the best out of it… but I became annoying…
I became an obnoxious brat to others, and they couldn& #39;t stand me… but when I tried to separate myself from others, they tried to get closer… what am I even supposed to do?
Sorry for this thread… ahaha, like anyone would be reading this, let alone care about it… probably
Mason is… anyway, I know I& #39;ll be forgetting this soon… yeah, my ignorance makes me try and forget what I know so I can enjoy it again too… it is a hassle… and I know it isn& #39;t that bad either… fuck it, I& #39;ll post this anyway… sorry
Don& #39;t worry, I won& #39;t be posting much more of this unless I feel like I don& #39;t have a choice… see ya…
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