Maybe I'll get over this by morning but I'll say a little concern I've got about myself… I am really ignorant and oblivious, to the point where I think it can be harmful… I'm serious.
Since little I've been used to moving from here to there ever so often, so ai got used pretty

quickly of new stuff… but that's the point, I've never stayed in the same place for long, nor I've had the same routine for enough time to get it onto me… at first this doesn't have much to do about me being oblivious, but it does.
As I've always moves and had to leave behind

all of my stuff, I got to the point I didn't bother knowing much about something, as I'd be letting it go eventually… This is something that has been bothering me for a long time, as I've never known what true friends really are… and as I said before, I won't bother learning…

I've got so used to moving away and having everything changed in my life within a short span that I liked it, but that made me dislike stuff I already knew, even if I enjoy them a lot, that's why I always abandon things I used to love… because I know about them more… and it

became boring to me… yet I couldn't bring myself to say this to anybody, because I don't know if it's even that big of a problem or if I'm just a crybaby…
This is why I usually say that people wont even care about me… because I don't really bother knowing what they think…

I know this might be boring and probably just three people are going to be reading this far down… but I gotta say… no, I don't know what to say… I'm really that ignorant… I've been in many situations like this yet I've never gotten a proper way out… I don't know what I

even feel anymore… I hate it, I hate not knowing, even if people say that knowledge is troublesome… or do they even say that?
My anxiety too came from this… I knew my time with someone was limited, so I wanted to make the best out of it… but I became annoying…

I became an obnoxious brat to others, and they couldn't stand me… but when I tried to separate myself from others, they tried to get closer… what am I even supposed to do?
Sorry for this thread… ahaha, like anyone would be reading this, let alone care about it… probably

Mason is… anyway, I know I'll be forgetting this soon… yeah, my ignorance makes me try and forget what I know so I can enjoy it again too… it is a hassle… and I know it isn't that bad either… fuck it, I'll post this anyway… sorry

Don't worry, I won't be posting much more of this unless I feel like I don't have a choice… see ya…