tw// anxiety and depression

guys- sometimes i feel so good about life- and about myself- and then i don’t- and then i get really bad anxiety- and i’m not sure if it’s bc i feel just so conflicted on life sometimes- or it’s bc i just get into a really depressive episode that +

+ causes my anxiety to spike- like idfk- i feel content about some things- and then i don’t- and it’s just really weird and i hate not having good friends outside of the online world- bc most of the friends i had drifted away or, we stopped being friends- i want good friends +

+ that i can spend my teen years with- and just be a teenager with them- but i gotta wait for the right people and the right time-
this thread got off track but idfc at this point- ty for coming to my ted talk <3