I always wonder how Seungho's gaze at Nakyum changed throughout the chapter whenever they make out... It guess this panels show how Seungho slowly fell for Nakyum...

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The first time they make out. Nakyum's expression at this time left the most impression at Seungho to the point that it still haunts him until today.

The night Nakyum came back. Seungho's expressions shows his pent of anger and frustration after Nakyum left him.

The tailor scene. Nakyum blamed Seungho for how he suddenly flushed after those tailor's touched him. Seungho looks at him still void with emotions.

The day Inhun called Nakyum a 'prostitute' Nakyum was so heartbroken. Seungho's expression was full of pain seeing Nakyum cried in front of him.

At the beginning of Season 2, Seungho's expression immensely changed. Now that Nakyum gave in to his desires and became obedient, Seungho's expression shows how he's in doubt and confused towards Nakyum's sudden change.

Now that Nakyum said his thoughts why he became obedient, Seungho looks at Nakyum tenderly and full with care, knowing that he's the reason why Nakyum became like what he is now.

Also, Seungho feared that Nakyum might get sick again because of him after what happened last time. He showed an expression of fear indicating how he deeply cared foe Nakyum's health.

After this, Seungho changed the moment he found out that Nakyum became obedient to Seungho after what Inhun said to him calling him a 'prostitute' and not what he thought that he had feelings for him. That's why Seungho pulled him into that room filled with men and why he kissed+

Min, hoping to make Nakyum feel jealous and for Seungho to know if he really had feelings for Nakyum. The moment those men touched Nakyum, Seungho showed the expression of pain and regret seeing Nakyum gave him to his desires and allowed anyone touch him. He remembered that +

moment in his past where he was thrown away into the household and his parents left him. He saw himself at Nakyum at that time and was finally able to reflect what he really feels.

And finally this... after so many nights they spent together, Seungho realized how much Nakyum changed him and make a wreck of him and he even rejected the man who loved him longer than he ever had. Seungho knew how much Nakyum means to him and when Nakyum said that he wanted +

to go home together with Seungho, He realized that all those night he had spent to him where not put in vain and he realized that Nakyum felt the same way. He showed the expression of love and adoration finally able to say what's truly in his heart and whom he yearns the most.

Seungho's expression throughout the story showed how much his character developed because of Nakyum. The way Byeonduck showed he expression in his eyes says so much about how Seungho's character changed, from that man who engaged in sodomy to the man who was capable of love

I made this thread so possibly know when did he fall for Nakyum and how does he changed him. And I can say that Nakyum from the moment Seungho found him and brought him into his house made an impact to him from slowly forgetting his demons to a man full of love and devotion.

Nakyum changed him for the better that no matter how Jihwa, his father, those men he slept with, his demons, and his past tried to pull him down and ruined him, as long as Nakyum is by his side, he will remain to be okay and be better.

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