I love stuff but I don’t have a lot of stuff. I’ve never wanted to buy things for myself. My room is basically devoid of any decorations except for an old dream catcher my grandmother gave me. If someone walked in they probably couldn’t guess anything about me
I definitely project this onto Neil a lot. I don’t buy furniture. I slept on a borrowed mattress for almost 4 years until they just gave it to me. Everything I own has been given to me or picked up along the way. I just sort of collect things and never buy anything new
I don’t own posters or decorations. My house is literally devoid of personality. I have like 4 shelves with a few things I’ve collected throughout the years and most of it is rocks and stuff from relatives. It’s honestly sort of sad? But I also don’t see it that way
Anyway
Me
Neil
Not knowing how to make a house a home
Me

Not knowing how to make a house a home
I see people’s posts with their decorations and collectibles and I get like emotional cause I’m like how does one just Own Things they like. It doesn’t make sense to my useless non-committal, “things get left behind,” walnut brain. Someone explain