CW: Serious mental health vent
you know what, fuck it, this needs said, so it may as well happen now. This is directed at @Zaezardraws community in general, and i already said it in one of his streams, but that was a quiet one and it would be better if i made it more permanent.

I& #39;ve been a part of Zae& #39;s community for over a year now, and what a fucking year it& #39;s been. I& #39;m not going to get into too much detail, but my mental health has suffered massively, mostly from things unrelated to covid (since, you know, i never went outside anyway)

It was lucky i was a part of this community, otherwise it would have been much worse. I wouldn& #39;t have had anything to look forward to during the week, i wouldn& #39;t have had a way to wind down after a stressful day (and there have been a LOT of those)

I& #39;m almost afraid to continue with this thread, since it delves into some topics that, frankly, might be better left unsaid. But just take this as a second warning. I& #39;d rather people know, and risk seeming like i only want attention, rather than it going unsaid.

I& #39;m going to get straight to the point. A few months ago, I almost attempted suicide. I& #39;m going to spare anyone reading this the details, because this isn& #39;t the point of this thread. The point is, if things were any worse, there& #39;s a fair chance i wouldn& #39;t be alive to type this.

FUCK I SENT EARLY