Thread by @cnc__3, // vent threadHello, everybody. I am currently having a rough time right [...]

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Hello, everybody. I am currently having a rough time right now. Recently in the #maomao fandom, I told somebody not to interact with 2 people because I get upset whenever people interacted with them (because they both blocked me) and, well, he scolded at me.

Here& #39;s the entire conversation I had with this person yesterday. I didn& #39;t expect him to scold at me like that.

NOTE: I& #39;m autistic, and I get REALLY UPSET when somebody YELLS at me. I didn& #39;t expect this to happen like that. And it caused my body to shake. /srs

And guess what: One of my friends @FurbySquawk recently had to deal with a very similar situation like this with @/StKaison (and his "No Context Canadian Cartoons" account) a few days ago. Because of that, he had to block BOTH of those accounts. (I followed suit for caution)

Because of my conversation, this also caused 2 more people in the #maomao fandom - @aceshifter and @MaoMother - to block me in response.

Here& #39;s what she had to say about me. I& #39;ve been following both of them ever since the MM fandom was starting to rise and build up.

I am writing this thread because I want to acknowledge that my terrible, childish actions had caused me to hurt others in the process, mostly in the cartoon community. It was all my fault that I& #39;ve done it. And I want to make things right in the future.

In fact, despite @NelisMarkus& #39;s feud with @SC1_Sam back in March, I had to block him because of how controversial he was.

Months later, I wanted to give him a second chance, so I unblocked him right away.

(Side note: I& #39;m gonna be temporarily muting him from my TL for now.)

I hope you can all understand this by now. It was wrong for me to do all this, and I& #39;m sorry. It& #39;s my fault that I fucked all of you up.

Below is a list of me apologizing to other people in the cartoon community that also blocked me over the past year.

@BovineBonita

I& #39;m sorry for being an ableist months ago that caused you to block me. I didn& #39;t realize that what I tweeted it out was an ableist response. My terrible actions have hurt a lot of people like you in the process, and I& #39;m not gonna do it ever again.

@CreeLikesCats

I& #39;m very sorry for annoying you. I hope we can be friends and also watch, laugh, and even live-tweet a lot of cartoons together that you and I like. I& #39;ve been selfish to admit my own past mistakes, and won& #39;t be doing ithose mistakes again in the future.

@kianworld

I& #39;m sorry for being selfish to you. I& #39;ve been butthurt because of my own terrible actions over the past 2 years and I want to improve faster than CN& #39;s scheduling.

I hope you& #39;ll apply for a job at [as] someday (bc you& #39;re a die-hard fan of it), but also fuck AT&T.

@JenHuman56

I& #39;m sorry for annoying you. I won& #39;t be doing it ever again. I& #39;ll promise to stay positive over the next year. And please....never stop having a crush on Black Hat. You deserve it.

@applesaughce

I& #39;m sorry that I annoyed you in the past that caused you to feel uncomfortable. I deeply loved your MM fanart (including your Badgermao art) and I want to improve in the future at a speed faster than his aerocycle.

@SpookyLovesBoba

I& #39;m sorry for being selfish to you. I swear to promise that it won& #39;t ever happen again in the future. I hope YouTube doesn& #39;t remove your MM episode edits, because fuck them for doing it. And fuck Susan Wojcicki for ruining YouTube in the first place.

My birthday is next Monday (Nov 30) and I want to start being positive by the time I turn 27 years old next week. I had to get all of this off my chest because I want to clear things up as soon as possible.

I hope you all have a wonderful day. Stay gold.

-CNC

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