sobrang disoriented ko ngayong buwan. it's a cycle lang of me talking about dolls (my top coping mechanism) tapos thinking about a fuckton of tasks/shit i need to fix.

i wasn't even able to greet my ult properly. and ang dami kong nadidisregard na plans for myself.

i just want to thank the people around me for reminding me of the good things. they keep me sane.

hello to @nyxseele updating me sa 11/22 jihoon ganap — esp the noot invitation (?) and his vlive. sobrang tagos sa puso.

throwback lang din kung bakit sobrang JDJDKFJJFNDD ko sa vlive niya kanina (na hindi ko pa naman napapanuod nang buo).

ito 'yung details ng commission ko noong semicolon era kay @voboarts! 'di ba, dejavu? (tama ba spelling sobrang bangag ko na)

i'll be adding more to this thread since there are lots of people na gusto kong pasalamatan this is just part 1/n wahu! sana matuloy ko 'to kapag mas maayos na thoughts ko