Dating DL man is emotionally texting and I think today hit harder than most for me. We drew up the contract, agreed on the T's & C's & we both have signed copies. I shouldn't be complaining but it really be hurting sometimes.

1. You can NEVER tell ANYONE, not even your bestfriend about him.
2. You have to understand that much as he likes it when you pound him that's how he wants to keep it ALWAYS, sometimes when it's just the two of you in the room too & that's be hard sometimes.

I was with him today, he was being cute & i wanted to take a picture of him & he PROFUSELY refused with anger & irritation. My whole mood changed because I realized that much as he loves me there is still so much we will never do as a couple, things like....

Taking pictures, romantic SMS, going out or anything couples do outside their 4 walls. I love him & I respect the contract we both signed but hell sometimes it makes me sad knowing the only thing he doesnt hide abt me is the excitement on his face when I'm inside him.