Vent time

back editing nuclear thunder again fuck I literally cannot be done with it.
I'm not mad about it, there are genuine flaws that need to be fixed, and I know I'd regret it if I left them in.

It's a big struggle to do at this point, it's a mental thing. I'm exhausted with it, and I don't know if I'll ever say I love it 100%.
If not for the other people who've helped out and are actively involved, I'd probably have dropped it as soon as I made the first cut.

Idk theres no real point to this thread, shouting out my problems to few people who are free to listen and ignore is a lot easier than talking face to face about it with someone
The whole thing is mentally exhausting so apologies if I seem like a human version of a deflated ball