All of the horrible things that I’ve done
I am a stupid narcissist
Backtracking on confessions (
I’ve faked suicidal plans countless times (8/9), atleast 2 other times in the nswish server and another in the mobile server because I thought terrorizing coopersuper8 deserved it,

Acted like a degenerate, told my friend months ago I was gonna cut when I had no desire to, just scratching instead and after a different impulse and only apologised yesterday,

I feel like a phony around my parents right now

I do a lot of things for attention

I’ve been obsessed with mental illnesses ever since I watched joker in january
I am edgy
so that’s where that schizo act came from, and all the stuff in the nswish server i hid because “hey, it wasn’t technically a threat so I don’t have to apologize

to heinz and hugo at all”
@HeinzMustard3 @Parak8_
in March, me faking suicide multiple times was because I was angry at mastrrone, and im sorry

https://twitter.com/annoeworld/status/1330000301043093505?s=21
I carry myself like a traumatic victim when I’m really not
I messed up
me where I faked getting groomed and faked suffering consequences for it https://twitter.com/annoeworld/status/1329999658903625730

when someone said they were suicidal, there i was in the vent channel 5 seconds later telling people “im fucking done. im killing myself lol”

I subconsciously doubt everyone else’s depression and suicidal struggles except mine

-oftentimes these doubts being let out and hurting people: I accused people.

Everyone else is wrong but me

I faked a panic attacks to aph for attention when Phone Destroyer II got deleted and another at the basement server

I will continue this thread