maybe im alone in this but one of the worst things abt being bi is the constant feeling that ur not queer enough to make jokes abt being lgbt or gay culture etc even if ur preference is 90, 99% same gender attraction. the feeling of being in but also not, & not knowing what to do

plus being bi and non binary/agender feels so !?@??!?@?! bc what the fuck! i wanna say im gay when i feel attracted to men and say im gay when i feel attracted to women and STILL say im gay every other time, but it just feels like im not allowed :-( and i dont have any other word

its hard and it will always be hard, i guess :-( i need to be around more lgbt ppl or something cuz the disconnect and detachment im feeling from my own identity is not good