romantic hatred. that's the word. https://twitter.com/ThembiMatroshe/status/1330045957329842178

when someone has such deep disdain and unbotheredness for you, but they mask it as love.

you see the glimpses of hate and cruelty but they gaslight you and emotionally disrupt you that you even question yourself.

if you've ever dated someone who has rocked you under the guise of loving you passionately yet being with them felt like sinking. you know this.

and they usually don't want to let you go.

they just want you around so they continously bring you misery and tastes of kindness here and there.

people just suck.

Thabile says enough discourse, cause its my party but I just want to say that there are people who are so very cruel. so cruel that they conquer you just to prove a point of how quickly they can break you.

those are the people who know the nuances and discourse,

the ones who have been going to therapy for years.
the ones who diagnose your every human thing as a trauma and a lack that must be dealt with.

the ones who pursue you just to demonise you and have you unravelling for years.