loved ones gays and she/Theys: i am quarantining Alone in a hotel room in toronto for 14 days. i will be documenting my spiral here :)

quarantine checklist:
alliums
gucci panties
'edie, an american biography'
vintner's daughter botanical serum
bernie tee
turbo vibrator
gratz pilates ring
promising internet bf (albuquerque)
several tabs of acid

i'm watching the Queen's gambi--no, the um. the cream's gimlet. the Keats rambler! macbeth's hamlet

i'm simping for the princess diana sh*t on the crown. they really nailed the quiet/horny ambivalence of girls who were born to be looked at and know it

comparing and contrasting to the edie sedgwick biography i'm reading rn...diana and edie as two sides of the same coin? the british princess commands attention; the american princess demands it

boar on the Floor outsold ibble dibble. sorry but it's True

from my window last night i watched a man in a neighboring block of condos step outside to rip a giant bong. tonight he came back outside and disappeared into a small tent (!) which has materialized in his backyard. i believe myself to be falling in Love with him

just deep-spiraled on the @ssense private sale :(

the Megan album dropped I'm

"real bitch but that body built like a doll"

"i ain't playin nice for no f*ckin plane ticket! and i ain't comin over 'til i know how big your d*ck is"

she referenced the s.s anne...Thank you megan

"i better not ever catch you talkin' shit if your bank account still attached to your mom's!"

"baby can you tell me, have you ever heard of polygamy?
it's only me and you but i got many personalities"

i called down to the front desk asking for a cheese-grater and the concierge with the sexy voice picked up. he checked for a cheese-grater but there were none. "you're gonna have to get creative," he said. "no *you're* gonna have to get creative" i said. sexual Tension is ripe

"can you wait?" he said. "yes," i replied. then he told me that tomorrow he'll bring me a cheese-grater from his home. i gasped and told him he doesn't have to give me his personal cheese-grater. "i'm not giving it to you," he said, grinning audibly, "but you can borrow it"