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Somebody fken end me please. I& #39;m so fken tired of this shit. I just can& #39;t anymore. A whole ass sleepless week crying every fken night to dad coughing his lungs out and gasping for air like he constantly needs urgent healthcare. I& #39;m so fucking scared and tired.
Y& #39;all don& #39;t know how lucky y& #39;all are, seriously. I know I& #39;m not the one having the disease here but hearing one of your beloved parents make sounds like theyre dying every night keeping u awake, paranoid and panicked every 2 seconds is so traumatizing especially for
Someone that& #39;s already weak mentally. And its not like this has been a day either, its been 3 weeks of this constantly. My brother also decided to leave the scene, my only source of hope in this fucking nightmare, leaving only me and my mom that stays awake every
Night to take care of dad. It makes me so fucking miserable, and the fact that I also have to take hard ass tests at school still on 2 hours of sleep just rlly adds that drop of 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">magichttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken"> Its fucking breaking my heart and Im so fucking mad at my dad since wearing a
Fucking mask would& #39;ve prevented this whole hell from happening, his body weakening and me and my moms mental health going downhill. I fucking hate opening up about my problems on social media because I dont wanna seem like Im begging for attention but you know what
That& #39;s exactly what I& #39;m fucking doing. I dont fucking have friends to give me a slight glimmer of hope in this fucking nightmare, so social media is my only hope of at least getting an "Im here for you". Yes, Im going through so fucking much right now, I haven& #39;t
Talked to my dad in a month but I see him everyday all weak and struggling and its breaking my heart and personally I think I really fucking deserve a hug. I& #39;m tired of feeling like a fucking burden, always having to limit myself like 1 sentence like "Im so bad rn" or
Something like that. Were in the middle of a fucking pandemic rn and its my fucking right to share my story and to get the mental health, I& #39;ve lost during this time, back on track. I& #39;m tired of people only liking me when Im fine and out going. It& #39;s not always
"Uhh yeah I& #39;m sorry about that story I posted last night about losing my mind that I deleted out of embarrassment, uhm anyway lets talk about something else" I& #39;m going through a horrible time witnessing someone so dear to me suffering so much 24/7. I& #39;m not fucking sorry
About feeling sad and hopeless and at least hoping to get a "stay strong" Im fucking alone in this and this is my only coping mechanism, and my only friends are on the internet. I& #39;m just not this mentally fucking strong and YEAH unBelievablY SomEtimes ill FeEl BaD ToO aNd
ThAts OkaY CuZ I& #39;m A HumAn and anyone that thinks I& #39;m a burden for that can honestly fuck off, I dont need those people in my life. The fact that I& #39;m a teen doesn& #39;t fken affect the intensity of what I feel right now and Im just begging for some fucking support.
If you think this thread is embarrassing then just leave and let me be a human.
Anyway Im sorry for any typos I may have made but its 3 am and Im bawling my eyes out so I literally couldn& #39;t care less about any mistakes. Youll deal with it. I just need a way to cope.
Anyway Im sorry for any typos I may have made but its 3 am and Im bawling my eyes out so I literally couldn& #39;t care less about any mistakes. Youll deal with it. I just need a way to cope.
