A thread

This is hard for me to write but I feel it’s important I stay real to myself/friends/fam/supporters in these mad times. Been quiet for sometime and i feel the need to speak out about why and raise awareness for anyone that can relate.

This year has been tough for many

for me my worst yet. From the start of the pandemic I promised myself I’d work my hardest, while also helping others who suffer from anxiety/depression, it& #39;s something i& #39;ve lived with for some time and thought helping others would help to escape my problems

Long story short,

I hit absolute rock bottom. It got so bad that I didnt wanna be here any more and only thanks to a handful of people I still am. Not only still here but getting back to normal (I Think). When youre in that place you think there is no way out, which is the reason Im talking about

this today.

In your mind no one understands how bad it is when youre mentally ill. Theres no escape. Its fucking hell. Suicidal thoughts are seen by your mind as another weakness, which can push you closer to actually doing it.

That being said. It does get better. Theres a