Dear Mam Charo,

itago mo na lang ako sa pangalang.... Wendy.

[DISCLAIMER: shout out sa mga gising na wenrene seekers dyan, please pakigawan naman ng story to, magandang prompt to pramis ;)

and oh, peram muna ng magandang pangalan ni aling Seungwan ahe]

nawa'y hayaan nyo po akong lagyan ng timeline ang mahabang thread na ito...

medyo taglish din magsalita si Wendy kaya sana hayaan nyo sya.

Sa pagpapatuloy ng kwento at para sa magandang intro, hindi talaga ako yung may malaman na kwento mula pagkabata. Lumaki si Wendy na walang gaanong magagandang ganap sa buhay nya, ni kaibigan ay wala syang nadala sa highschool.

Ang lungkol, ang bigat pero kinaya ko ang apat na-

+taon sa JHS. Kaya nang paparating na ang bagong yugto sa buhay ko non, ang sabi ko, ayaw kong palagpasin.

Ang kaso, di ko alam na may makikilala akong tao na babago ng buhay ko.

It was in 2018, first day of classes. It sounded like things happening on fictional stories when your typical loner where nobody wants to sit with, finally had a company.

Grabe Mam Charo, ang ganda ng mata nya kahit may glasses. Matangkad, maputi, singkit tas ang amo ng mukha.

Nahihiya ako kasi shet, may tumabi sakin, lalo na pag first day, eh ang dami pa namang vacant seats. Why here?

Grabe, love at first sight?
Ang OA masyado pero baka?

You know that strange feeling that you get when you see someone and feels like you have a connection?

Sya yun.

Mam Charo, itago na lang natin sya sa pangalang Irene.

sakto lang, kasi sa kanya, parang madadama ko yung kapayapaan (o baka ang harot kasi pakinggan kung first day pa lang, may crush na ako)

I like her, since the first day I saw her, pero sa akin, after the first impression, the inside matters now.

Baka mamaya, masungit talaga. Ang ganda ng kilay nya eh, di na need ayusin.

And so, I watched her from afar, silently.

I never made a first move nor initiated a conversation kasi that's not how I do things. Introvert things :/

Well anyways, she's fine, as a person. Walang arte, looks approachable, friendly, and knows how to ride to stuffs

Things I need to know is that if:
1) taken
2) straight

mahirap na mga pare, baka olats tayo pag pumalya sa number 2

isang malaking auto
pass sa straight na mapanaket

Ayon sa gaydar ko,, hmmm may chance char lang hahahaha

active man ang gaydar ko noon o hindi, talagang nganga pa rin ako and here are the reasons why:

1) I'm a coward bitch
2) awit kasi taken na si Irene
3) out of my league :/ (ang ganda kasi talaga nya pls lang)
4) repeat 1

SO, I didn't pursue her, nor even tried to be her friend at dala na ako sa mga friend-zone (hAh balikan natin to mamaya)

for a whole school year, siguro bilang lang sa kamay yung interactions namin, di kasi magkalapit apelyido namin. parang Bae lang tsaka Son

from 2018 to almost half of 2019, all I got from her was:
- name
- age + zodiac (Leo sya)
- the fact that she's a reveluv and an orbit and she's gay for miss Bae Juhyun like I am

kaya sabi ko happy crush lang. bukod sa maganda at matalino, maganda taste sa music eh, iba talaga.

Then from that school year break, mula sem break up to summer break, medyo nadistract ako.

I had some fair shares of new persons going in and going out of my life at that time.

Medyo may confusion and heartbreaks din pero that's not a part pf this story na. But one thing I-

+promised that time is that I'll make sure that my next school year would be fruitful.

and let me tell you, because it sure did became fruitful.

Very, very, fruitful.

then June 2019 came quick. damn, it didn't let me rest from all the distress & anxieties I got from that previous school year

but you know how surprisingly tadhana works right?

kasi akala ko nakalimutan ko na na may happy crush ako kay Irene, but guess what?

Wendy, you izza