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ok anyways basically my mum is fucking weird like she doesn't understand how mental health works? i told her im having anxiety attacks and she was like "oh ur just overthinking" which is not true. i tried to explain what i felt but then she told me i just neede to chill.. https://twitter.com/basicbitchcals/status/1325435325129379847
today i told her im moving out at 18 and im a little bit worried about school and stuff. then out of fucking nowhere she started calling me names and said im selfish and i would do everything in my life to survive because i don't care about other people's feelings etc
anyways she made me feel so fucking invalid even tho I KNOW I HAVE ANXIETY I HAVE A FKN THERAPIST TOO it just :// all of my life ive been blamed for struggling with mental health and now im scared that maybe im the problem and she's right but idk i just feel so fucking scared
like maybe she's right?? maybe im a narcissist and selfish and whatever i just feel like im the problem all the fucking time it makes me feel so bad because i don't want others to see me as someone like this.
im at a point where i think my ed and sh might not even be real??? even tho they are?? but my family is convinced im just looking for attention so idk
i just realized how pathetic this thread is so sorry if u see me waffling on timeline i honestly don't know either it just i get anxious about the tiniest fucking things and now im really confused who i am and what's really wrong with me
