ok anyways basically my mum is fucking weird like she doesn& #39;t understand how mental health works? i told her im having anxiety attacks and she was like "oh ur just overthinking" which is not true. i tried to explain what i felt but then she told me i just neede to chill.. https://twitter.com/basicbitchcals/status/1325435325129379847">https://twitter.com/basicbitc...

today i told her im moving out at 18 and im a little bit worried about school and stuff. then out of fucking nowhere she started calling me names and said im selfish and i would do everything in my life to survive because i don& #39;t care about other people& #39;s feelings etc

anyways she made me feel so fucking invalid even tho I KNOW I HAVE ANXIETY I HAVE A FKN THERAPIST TOO it just :// all of my life ive been blamed for struggling with mental health and now im scared that maybe im the problem and she& #39;s right but idk i just feel so fucking scared

like maybe she& #39;s right?? maybe im a narcissist and selfish and whatever i just feel like im the problem all the fucking time it makes me feel so bad because i don& #39;t want others to see me as someone like this.

im at a point where i think my ed and sh might not even be real??? even tho they are?? but my family is convinced im just looking for attention so idk

i just realized how pathetic this thread is so sorry if u see me waffling on timeline i honestly don& #39;t know either it just i get anxious about the tiniest fucking things and now im really confused who i am and what& #39;s really wrong with me