~~Saving you~~

Katsuki walked, eager to go home and sleep already, today was exhausting, but he can’t help but notice the green boy that was walking behind him, he turned around and scoffed, sending the smaller boy a glare.

Midoriya flinched and look up curiously to the blonde, while the blonde merely turned away. He tried to walk faster as Midoriya grew confused and started to walk faster towards him. Out of habit Midoriya started to mutter, annoying the blonde and caused him to avoid him more.

Once he noticed this, he stopped and look ahead, and as usual, Katsuki didn’t pay him any attention and merely walked away. He gave up when the blonde wouldn’t stop avoiding him, sure it hurt, but this is how its always been, him chasing after something he couldn’t have.

Not to mention…they were still in middle school.

Midoriya frowned and held his head down and looked at the ground beneath him.

“heh…same old kacchan...” he went home after that.

He didn’t remember where things started to get worse, he just remembers being pushed to the ground and out of his chair, scorch and burn marks on him uniform, his notebook analysis being blown and thrown out the window and being told those hurtful words-

by the one person, he thought would never leave his side.

“just hope you get a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof” he remembers it how it stung, how it hurt. He almost did it,

but he didn’t, because he wanted to stick to his word and become the hero he always wanted to be.

He remembered seeing the way the blonde cackled and walked away after doing this to him.
It hurt. But he had to keep going.

Unbeknownst to him, the blonde looked back at the green boy’s scared and sad face. He felt his heart momentarily stop as he just realized what he’s done. Instead of doing something, anything, he just scoffed and turned away.

Katsuki felt confused, what was he feeling? Pity? Remorse? Anger? …worry? he balled his fist as he tried to control what he was feeling, He didn’t understand why he did that, because at that moment, out of pure anger and resentment…the words just slipped out,

-but he didn’t mean it, no. he can’t do anything about it now, was he too late?

They slowly became distant, misunderstandings and trials faced them ever since Midoriya managed to get into UA,

they were no longer wearing the uniforms of their past, they’re wearing UA uniforms now, so its time to make something new.

Its been a few days since they’ve been in UA, stuff between them are still complicated but, its…starting to get better.

He looked at the green haired boy Infront of him, he was asleep in one of the desks in the 1A classroom, he looked peaceful. He approached hesitantly and continued to stare, noticing tiny details that he didn’t seems to know existed ever since this year.

His freckles were…cute, and not to mention his green hair looking soft to the touch. Katsuki sat down in one of the chairs in front of the sleeping boy and just stared, his thoughts kept racing as he tried to fight down the urge to run his fingers through Midoriya’s hair.

He lost to himself of course.

He reached out and placed his hand through the boy’s hair, feeling its soft and fluffy texture, Midoriya’s face tensed, then softened, subconsciously leaning into the boy’s touch. As Katsuki continued to play with Midoriya’s hair,he stared curiously

𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏 𝒅𝒆𝒌𝒖…𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒖𝒕𝒆?

He got lost in thought that,he didn’t even notice that his face was slowly leaning in to kiss the sleeping boy’s cheek.
He immediately retaliated in surprise.

He stepped back, hand covering his mouth and almost tripped on one of the desks, a bright red hue visible across his face.

𝑠-𝑠𝘩𝑖𝑡!! 𝑊-𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡- 𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔…?!? 𝐹𝑢𝑐𝑘…

He looked back and sighed, shaking the evident blush off his face.

𝑇𝘩𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑑 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑤𝑎𝑦…𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐼 𝑝𝑢𝑡 𝘩𝑖𝑚 𝑡𝘩𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔𝘩…

He looked away and started to make his ay out of the classroom.

𝐼𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠.

After that he went home.

He couldn’t stop thinking of those individually cute and unique freckles and those bouncy green curls. Oh, how he loved to hear that happy and slightly high pitched, “kacchan!!”, that muttering of his? He used to be so annoyed by it, but now?

He even looked forward to it, it was cute, he even couldn't stop thinking about those beautiful emerald green eyes, that he couldnt help but get lost in them, people say that the eyes of someone are the windows to their soul and Katsuki could tell,-

his soul was pure and genuine, he like that about him

gosh he even had a heart of gold. so kind and even so strong. how come he never realized this? damn maybe he was the idiot, but alas he wondered, will he be able to get this? because for sure, he will never get tired of it.

the answer was no.

he looked ahead, a terrified expression written across his face. A few feet away from him he saw Izuku Midoriya, the guy who chased after him all these years but still never gave up, he saw him…on the ground,

blood splattered everywhere as a single spike punctured his abdomen, his once beautiful and bright eyes looked dull and lifeless, a single tear running down his face…but you know… one thing’s for sure…he was looking directly at Katsuki.

That emotionless and lifeless stare sent shivers down Katsuki’s spine, his legs started moving on its own as he ran towards the bloodied body, he stopped right in front of it and heard himself softly whisper,

“D-Deku…?”

No response, just a lifeless stare.

He moved forward and felt himself painfully chuckle, the pain of seeing him like this was unbearable. All he could do was laugh, but soon his laugh turned into silent sobs as he got closer. His chest felt trapped as he let out a painful scream.

“D-DEKU YOU BASTARD!! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!?! WAKE UP, S-STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! -!” his voice cracked as he let his once caged emotions, be let out.

“D-Deku-...? hey, hey…this isn’t funny…please move…please?” he felt hot tears running down his face as he clutched tightly at his chest. More tears came out as he stared at the wide-eyed Deku, unmoving…blood everywhere. He pulled at his hair as his tears came out even more.

“stop…STOP NO! This... has to be a dream... AGH!!”

A few seconds past and…he couldn’t even cry anymore, but instead he picked up the body and carried him on his back, an emotionless and cold expression evident on his face.
Deku’s eyes were closed now.

but Katsuki believed that he will be saved.

.................................

He’s alive.

Katsuki stood at the desk of Izuku Midoriya, watching as the green haired boy laughed about the incident.

“𝐻𝑒𝘩…𝐼’𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑘𝑎𝑐𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑛...…𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦 “

𝘩𝑒 𝑐𝘩𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑐𝘩𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑘.
“𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑒…𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑑…” 𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦. “𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝘩𝑎𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑…”

𝐻𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑤 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝘩𝑖𝑠.

It hurt him, that smile tore through his chest, it was painful to see.

He needs to stop.

He was hallucinating him again.

He moved away from the desk to sit on his own, momentarily look back at the white chrysanthemums placed neatly in a vase at his desk. He saw the apparition of his hallucination of Deku slowly fading away.

He turned his head away and rested it on his hand, staring at the board, with only one thought in mind.

𝐼’𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐼𝑧𝑢𝑘𝑢…

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