Remember when I said I needed to go get a covid test because I had to go outside & cast my vote?

Last night I started feeling super icky & went to bed early. I now have a 101.3 fever, can’t taste/smell anything, body so weak I keep falling when I try to walk + puking water.

My whole house high risk & I possibly infected everyone because my ballot was never received.

I don’t have the strength to go get tested either. Soooo yeah. This is phenomenal.

I don’t even have the strength to smoke weed which means my pain is literally breaking my psyche

I should’ve got tested. JFC Tee, why didn’t you go get tested. I’m feeling pretty ignorant right now.

Y’all.

I’m scared. Like really friggin scared.

Is it wrong that I wish I never saw the tweet that prompted me to check my ballot status?

Fuck.

Having to share an elevator & be in these ridiculously close quarters where people refuse to socially distance did me in. I’m sure of it.

I stood in the hallway cuz 20 ppl were crammed in one freaking room!

Someone chose to not wear a mask & no one said anything. They did intermittent temperature checks but that’s it. No fever, stand behind the person in front of you

Literally. Fuck my life.

I’m trying to not cry, but, realizing that you probably infected everyone —including your 80yo mom—it’s kinda hard to hold them back.

Plus, the thought of the fact my immune system is so ass I might die is pretty much all I can think about.

I feel like my battery life is on 4% & about to shut off. I am ridiculously weak & im laying in bed. I really feel like I’m finna pass out.

Yep. Deflee about to happen. Bye y’all. This aura heavy.

I’ve been asleep on & off. Waking up to puke my guts & ass out. Fever went up it’s 102 now. Absolutely nothing is on my stomach.

One minute I’m in the Ice Age, next minute I’m in Dante’s inferno.

I’ve passed out twice already. My lungs feel super sore from the coughing.

My brain hurts. Migraine is outta pocket. Considering I haven’t smoked in 2 days I expected my pain to be a LOT worse than what it is now.

I feel hella weak still prolly cuz I’m dehydrated AF. Lips all cracked & ashy.

Having puke & shit buckets by your bed was absolutely NOT on my bingo card.

I really, really, really REALLY regret voting. Truly.

I said yesterday I didn’t feel right, I thought it was about my edibles store, now I feel my body was earning me it was about to go down.

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Thank you to those that have been blessing me via cashapp. If I had tears I’d cry. I appreciate y’all so much.

Seriously

Back to sleep I go. I’ll try & check in later.

Everything hurts. Everything. Body parts I don’t even know the name of hurts.

I keep sweating through sheets & clothes. My fever ain’t breaking just rising.

I haven’t peed since this morning, I’m sure that ain’t good.

Two fans on, windows open & I feel like I’m in hell.

I’m tired of sleeping but I’m sooo tired. Sigh.

Aight. I’m out. The room spinning & my eyeballs hurt.

Time to go back to sleep & sweat through these sheets.



I see your messages & donations. Thank you.

Day 2.

Same issues only the migraine has turned up. My body pain the same day 3 of no weed, I did put the fentanyl patch on so I have some medicine in my system to combat this pain.

Other than that nothing’s changed...for now

Why did I decide to eat something? Ohhhh lordyyyyyyyyyy

Someone wanna get me an oxygen finger monitor thingy & Gatorade & Mucinex?

$TeeVix3n

Thanks. I wish I could IV myself cuz...

What part of a fever is night terrors? Cuz my sleep was one continuous nightmare into the other & I couldn’t wake up.

I wanna sit in a corner & just rock myself for comfort. My heart pumping like I ran around the street.

I need this fever to fuck off

Might have to say fuck my lungs & smoke weed today. I feel like I had 20 cups of coffee, my nerves are SHOT!