Like in reality all I want in a relationship is someone who makes me feel safe and comfortable and makes me laugh, cuddles and smooches. Kinky fat stuff or even sex isn& #39;t really important to me.

I really don& #39;t know what my sexuality is, I& #39;m somewhere on the asexual spectrum, I& #39;ve never needed or really wanted sex, but fat is hot? Sex neutral grey asexual I guess?

I definitely don& #39;t see myself having sex outside of a committed relationship, and even then it would probably be because my partner wanted to and I& #39;d be like "Oh cool". Fat would make it easier because it& #39;s a faster turn on?

It& #39;s weird being in a society that puts a lot of pressure on sex, and then just kinda not wanting it? Causes a bit of anxiety. I don& #39;t know, I& #39;m just thinking out loud.

Like women are hot, men are hot, fat is hot, but it all fluctuates and it never leads to me actually wanting sex.