You know what REALLY pisses me off? The affect people can have on u. For example, i hate my name but i love mac but my ex called me that and gave me that nickname so now if anyone calls me it i cringe. I cant eat burger king nuggets without remembering the time i got -

Screamed at by my ex for eating those and not a whopper. I cant trust people because every person ever has done me wrong. I cant believe people will stay because everyone has left at some point even if they’re back now they left. Brendan is the ONLY one who hasnt done that...yet

I don’t believe in happy endings. And i cant trust people. I flinch when ppl raise their voices. Like the affects ppl have had on me is so insane and its crazy that can be a thing like its not fair because how can i have a healthy relationship when im scared 24/7?