Hey I’m gonna over share. When I first realized I was gay I thought I was the only one. I thought I’d be alone forever because I didn’t know other gay people existed. Then I realized there were other gay people but I didn’t want to be like them. I wanted to be me. I thought I was

The only gay guy that liked sports and other traditionally “masculine” things. I thought I’d be lonely. Then I thought I’ll just never date anyone or ever have sex because being gay is a sin. I thought I’d be lonely because u was taught a lie about god. Then I realized that

Wouldn’t work so I thought “maybe I’ll just have sex with guys sometimes but be single forever. I thought I’d be lonely in a new way. Then I realized that wasn’t enough. I started dating and realized I could find joy and life in a gay relationship. But things never seemed to work

Out for me dating wise. I thought I’d be alone again. Then I met my current boyfriend. I didn’t think it was possible for me to feel so un-lonely. He’s incredible, guys. I feel so loved. I feel so respected. I feel so happy. I feel like I have a real partner. I don’t feel lonely.