Read on Twitter
#Xicheng but it& #39;s actually focused on YZY and madam Jin
JC was really nervous, he was finally introducing his boyfriend to his family and coming out to them.
His siblings already knew and they were supportive from the beginning but he wasn& #39;t so sure about his parents.+
JC was really nervous, he was finally introducing his boyfriend to his family and coming out to them.
His siblings already knew and they were supportive from the beginning but he wasn& #39;t so sure about his parents.+
So now here he is, sitting next to LXC and facing his parents, his mind still trying to come up with the perfect words until LXC squeezed his hand. Right, everything will be okay.
"Mom, dad, this is my boyfriend."
He tried not to look but he was still curious, his father seemed
"Mom, dad, this is my boyfriend."
He tried not to look but he was still curious, his father seemed
rather shocked while his mother has an unreadable expression.
"Um, A-Cheng....are you sure about this?", after JFM& #39;s words the whole place seemed to freeze.
God he was so stupid for expecting that they would understand, that maybe they would be happy for him finally finding+
"Um, A-Cheng....are you sure about this?", after JFM& #39;s words the whole place seemed to freeze.
God he was so stupid for expecting that they would understand, that maybe they would be happy for him finally finding+
someone.
"Excuse you?"
His mother spoke and her words were like daggers. She looked...mad.
"So you had no issue accepting WWX when he brought LWJ but you can& #39;t accept your son?"
JFM grimaced at the truth of her words.
"So is this something against my son or you are actually+
"Excuse you?"
His mother spoke and her words were like daggers. She looked...mad.
"So you had no issue accepting WWX when he brought LWJ but you can& #39;t accept your son?"
JFM grimaced at the truth of her words.
"So is this something against my son or you are actually+
homophobic and just accepted WWX bc you can never say no to him?"
JFM stayed quiet and this seemed to anger her even more.
"Cmon tell me, what& #39;s the problem?" Her voice was challenging, and JFM didn& #39;t back down this time.
"What will happen to the family business then?"
JFM stayed quiet and this seemed to anger her even more.
"Cmon tell me, what& #39;s the problem?" Her voice was challenging, and JFM didn& #39;t back down this time.
"What will happen to the family business then?"
YZY scoffed, "you know that there is something called adoption right? In case they even want kids in the first place"
"I meant what would people think of our business if...you know."
YZY stood up, her face red in anger.
"So you& #39;re ashamed, is that it?"
JFM kept quiet
"Answer the+
"I meant what would people think of our business if...you know."
YZY stood up, her face red in anger.
"So you& #39;re ashamed, is that it?"
JFM kept quiet
"Answer the+
dam question!"
"Of course I don& #39;t want people to know!"
YZY stopped, her entire world stopped moving and she could feel a knot on her throat, breathing was getting more and more difficult.
She& #39;s already so used to the feeling, of being so close to letting it all out and screamin
"Of course I don& #39;t want people to know!"
YZY stopped, her entire world stopped moving and she could feel a knot on her throat, breathing was getting more and more difficult.
She& #39;s already so used to the feeling, of being so close to letting it all out and screamin
at the top of her lungs the truth. But something always stopped her.
She looked to the side and saw her son, that proud boy that would try his hardest, that was so much like her in many ways and better than her right now. Bc her son was brave enough, bc he was sitting next to+
She looked to the side and saw her son, that proud boy that would try his hardest, that was so much like her in many ways and better than her right now. Bc her son was brave enough, bc he was sitting next to+
the person he loved without fear of judgment, something she has never been able to do.
Not until now.
"Well JFM guess fucking what, I& #39;M ALSO GAY"
And then there was silence.
She wasn& #39;t used to the silence, they& #39;re household always filled with either laughter or the screaming+
Not until now.
"Well JFM guess fucking what, I& #39;M ALSO GAY"
And then there was silence.
She wasn& #39;t used to the silence, they& #39;re household always filled with either laughter or the screaming+
of their fights. Never this quiet.
Now that the adrenaline left her body she realized what she did, what she just said. She turned around to look at JC with a fear she has never felt in her life.
If there was disgust in JC& #39;s eyesshe wasn& #39;t sure I& #39;d she would be able to keep+
Now that the adrenaline left her body she realized what she did, what she just said. She turned around to look at JC with a fear she has never felt in her life.
If there was disgust in JC& #39;s eyesshe wasn& #39;t sure I& #39;d she would be able to keep+
going with her life. But when she turned around her son was just shocked, looking up at her with eyes that reminded YZY of when he was still a toddler, clinging to her clothes and asking her to teach him more stories and songs.
And then her son smiled at her.
YZY could feel how
And then her son smiled at her.
YZY could feel how
Two decades of stress, of fear, of anxious thoughts that plagued her mind night and day left her in an instant.
The next thing happened was just her body moving without her permission, still too shocked and overwhelmed with emotions that she didn& #39;t felt her eyes until the tears+
The next thing happened was just her body moving without her permission, still too shocked and overwhelmed with emotions that she didn& #39;t felt her eyes until the tears+
were already there, she pulled JC in a hug, one of those big big hugs she used to give him every time his father couldn& #39;t make it to his birthday party or to an important school activity.
She felt accepted in a way she didn& #39;t even know it was possible. Not for her.
When they+
She felt accepted in a way she didn& #39;t even know it was possible. Not for her.
When they+
pulled apart she looked at him again, at those big blue eyes begged her for more cookies before lunch, those eyes that were always asking for attention.
Those eyes that looked at her with something like happiness.
She has never felt so powerful, the fear in her heart gone at+
Those eyes that looked at her with something like happiness.
She has never felt so powerful, the fear in her heart gone at+
her son& #39;s silent acceptance so she decided to turn around and face JFM who hasn& #39;t moved a muscle since her declaration.
She has a lot to say to that bastard. And even if fights and screams were common between them she always held back from what she actually wanted to say+
She has a lot to say to that bastard. And even if fights and screams were common between them she always held back from what she actually wanted to say+
"I want the divorce"
Another blow to JFM& #39;s already confused mind.
"We never wanted to get married, it was purely business. You didn& #39;t like me and I didn& #39;t even like men so of course it would be awful for everyone involved."
"I& #39;ve wanted to divorce since the day we got married+
Another blow to JFM& #39;s already confused mind.
"We never wanted to get married, it was purely business. You didn& #39;t like me and I didn& #39;t even like men so of course it would be awful for everyone involved."
"I& #39;ve wanted to divorce since the day we got married+
and even if thanks to you I have an amazing son and daughter everything else in our marriage was pure torture. I understand that you don& #39;t like me, maybe even hate me but you are also such a dick for not even fucking trying to be a decent father for JC, and don& #39;t get me wrong+
I& #39;m aware I& #39;ve done a fair share of mistakes but at least he doesn& #39;t doubt of my love for him, now about you.... Anyway, as I said before I& #39;m a lesbian, I& #39;ll ask JZX to help me with the divorce papers so please ask soon as you have them sign them and we& #39;ll be over. Thats it"+
After saying everything she had to say YZY walked out of the room and as soon as she reached her room she closed the door.
She could feel herself shaking, eyes watery and her breathing so quick that she felt like she might faint. With trembling hands she grabbed her phone and+
She could feel herself shaking, eyes watery and her breathing so quick that she felt like she might faint. With trembling hands she grabbed her phone and+
called the only person she wanted to hear right now.
"A-Yu? How are you?"
"I told them, Xiaoting.... I came out"
Now the tears were running freely down here face and she was too happy to care about that now. She was free, she was finally free and it felt so fucking good.
"A-Yu? How are you?"
"I told them, Xiaoting.... I came out"
Now the tears were running freely down here face and she was too happy to care about that now. She was free, she was finally free and it felt so fucking good.
Now there is only one step more.
Just one more step.
And they could finally be together, like they always wanted.
(TBC)
Just one more step.
And they could finally be together, like they always wanted.
(TBC)
