I won& #39;t lie, I& #39;m struggling. I& #39;m trying so hard to surround myself with positivity, get out there and make a name for myself within the community. But every time I post something that isn& #39;t a painted mini (sometimes even then) I lose followers.

I& #39;m sorry to be a bummer today y& #39;all, having a real Bad Brain Day/Week/Month

Pouring myself into my business is getting me no closer to being able to move out with my fiancé @feydarkk. And at this point there& #39;s so little of me left to pour.

I don& #39;t really know what I& #39;m trying to say.

Thank you if you& #39;re someone who& #39;s stuck around and supported me recently though. You& #39;re so unbelievably appreciated https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Violettes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Violettes Herz">

Here& #39;s a picture of my pupper to try and make this thread not so dark.