i was getting too close to the humans in my charge. you.
i’m hunted. i rebelled and i did it, all of it, for you.
you made an exception for me. you’re different.
i gave everything for you!
i’m doing this for you dean. i’m doing this because of you.

i always come when you call.
when castiel first laid a hand on you in hell he was lost!
i’ve been trying to stay one step ahead of them to... to keep them away from you.
i won’t hurt dean.
what broke the connection?
we gave you our trust. don't lose it over one man.

cas, you just gave up an entire army for one guy.
he’s in love... with humanity.
but it was all about saving one human, right?

you asked what about all of this is real. we are.

you know what every other version of you did after gripping him tight and raising him from perdition? they did what they were told. but not you.